Look at the stars. dont you feel the joy of heaven on earth?♥

Friday, February 29 11:08 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL LEAP YEAR BABIES! HAHA
TODAY IS LIKE LEAP YEAR. ONCE IN EVERY 4 YEARS SO HOW CAN I NOT BLOG? I BETTER BLOG NOW IN CASE MY BLOG DONT SURVIVE TILL 4 YEARS LATER!

Idol was not say v happy ytr too..and i dunno what to say.. just msg-ed her at night and she just said something i felt touched reading it.. she said she was just thinking that she will miss me after i gradute. that line was just nice i guess. nobody had actually said that to me before.. not even my bestest friends..den she also said that i have made her experience here much sweeter. i am always link with the word sweet... haha.. which is so eee-yer. but nvm, at least it's good that somebody actually is praising me. lol..

today didnt have morn ex... had bio instead.. then morn assembly was in class but FT didnt come up.. and the class started saying she's scared or what.. but nvm.. den ran 3km.. without stopping! haha.. so proud of myself.. den had chinese chengyu test.. didnt really study cos was writing the final part of the president's award essay.. and i finished it! mailed it alr.. den had lit.. had to write this essay with 2 parts..but managed t0 do 1 only.. den FT was going ard lah.. and she was like do we all take hist? was like ya.. just a funny convo i guess.. cos she said why we take hist? and me and virina went, why we cannot take hist.. lol.. den after that had CO after sch... played feng nian ji! yay! it's nice lah. den after that we played 1st love and canon-in-D.. omg.. we are playing canon-in-d for BMW.. and i m so gonna die.. the solo part.. haii.. nvm.. i will succeed! my idol says i can means can! hehe. den stayed with elizabeth for awhile.. she ah.. dunno what to say oso.. counsellor called her to go see her then she say she scared and that counselling it's for ppl with prob but i dun have what.. so nvr go.. then left for parkway for dinner.. a last min thing lah.. then came home and practice piano..then did bio online test.. highest score is 39/40! haha..

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Thursday, February 28 7:00 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today was like an "exciting" day for many in my class.. but not for me.. cos FT was angry with Xinning.. and she practically walked out of the class after scolding. and after some ppl asking me to go after her, i got the courage and went.. ran around the sch with queenie szeto to look for her.. but cant find.. and was actually got curious how come she can disappear so fast.. unless she went ava that side? which was true la..so went there. talked abit..aisyah and ningrong was already there.. and i really wanted to comment on this. NINGRONG IS ACTUALLY NICE. i mean she's a nice person everyday. it's just when she is angry she will be very scary.. well i guess whenever a person is angry, he or she will be angry cos FT was like that too.me too i guess.. shan't elaborate much about the class "fight" today cos i guess if any teacher catches me, i will be in trouble. so ya. had music after school.. until 6.30pm... did composing.. and a good news. I GOT A 65(B3) FOR MUSIC! finally! after so long i finally got away from the Cs and Ds.. and become B! yay! haha. that makes my L1R4 17.. not bad i guess.. need improve more! haha..anws, i simply love my music composition..it's just so nice.. haha.. had a chance to make it into a WMA file! but it's with queenie.. so cant get it.. when i get it maybe i will upload it here.. heh. shall sign off here.. got tuition den come back need write the ending for the president's award for teachers essay and chinese proverbs test tmw!.

=)

Wednesday, February 27 10:51 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today had arts excursion.. watched the dance thing "Giselle".. was boring lah.. slept at the 2nd part of it... and me, huixian and yiusi were sitting right in front.. so cant really see the dancers... then send some pics to FT aft the show outside sch.. of her dragonboating.. haha.. and then left with elizabeth and FT.. and FT tried talking to elizabeth to relieve her from her study addiction.. and she kept winking at me.. and i didnt know what was it for at 1st.. den i finally knew it.. and i was like what's with your eye man... den she said she wrote "nasty" comments for me.. and i had no reaction? so she was like puzzled why.. den i was like cos why? what reaction u want me to have.. and she went like you should change me and try and ask me to write good comments for u.. and still, i had no reaction.. was just stoning at her.. lol.. that's about it.. ok gotta continue my president's award for teachers essay.

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Tuesday, February 26 10:20 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

ytr zonked out before i can do anything.. slp ard 9+ cos too tired.and headache.. haha..so waste my time only! i could have finish my president's award for teachers essay and maths.. but haii.. dragonboat is just too tiring.. den woke up at 7am today.. a cold day lah.. FT, sandra, heidi, daphne, yiusi and me was like talking about dragonboat while before eng lessons started.. haha.. FT was like why u nvr row when i said i didnt row at all.. and i was like cos i m the drummer? lol.. and she was like huh? rowing is fun leh. so what? u sat there? was like ya.. den have to shout for them.. timer u know.. haha.. and she was like oh ok on that day really got drum ah? and i was like dunno leh.. then the rest was like u CO play the drum the best lah.. and my imm reaction was like NO, I NOT REPRESENTING CO.. and sandra was like what u representing then? and i said ENTREPRENEUR and i will nvr represent CO lah. with the serious face.. den FT and heidi was like because of fls lah.. and i responded that she oso nvr give us chance. and heidi was like my CCA oso.. haha..

today lit lessons was fun and "cool" cos i ran to all the express classes to borrow OHP! siao can.. cos all cant work..lol. den had to present somemore and i didnt even know.. was blur lah.. and FT was like i count to 10 nobody own up then i..... den she was like 1, 2,3 ,10.. and at that time was asking yiusi issit us? and when she counted 10(without counting 4-9) i raise my hand.. heng ah.. and she was like ok.. and had a debate for lit.. i cant ans for nuts! haha..den help her carry down books of the eng dept aft lit after returning all the OHP.. and ms C left her books on the OHP.. and i went ms C..then pointed to the books on the OHP.. and she thought i wanted to help her carry.. den i pull the OHP away and she went i thought u so nice.. haha. den talk about dragonboat again with FT on the way down.. den went in staff room to put back the books... den lessons..4 periods of bio.. learnt alot!

aft sch had hist test, chinese remedial then lunch and help elizabeth with her work.. in the end only 2 qns? den home.. :) gonna write the president's award for teachers essay! so signing off here..=)

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Monday, February 25 8:38 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today morn had this really meaningful reflection. by VP... mrs T said something too.. she told us about 5 things that god bless the girl guides.. den VP continue and made it very meaningful although the prayer was short.... then got to talk to my idol for awhile during recess.den had dragonboat... quite cool.. manage to take pics of the teachers rowing.. haha.. cos they were the 1st to go.. we were in grp 1 but we were forced to change with the teachers.. so we became grp3.. shortest time to learn and practice and need to wait for v long.. but nvm lah..haha... that's about it.. gonna write presidents award for teachers the 10 sentence le.. nominating who? not telling you. hehe... pics another day.

=)

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Sunday, February 24 6:36 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Changed my blog skin and blog link. means i changed the whole thing lah. reason was because i was very inspired by my idol. after what happen in school on fri and what she told me before. Feeling the joy of heaven on earth is what she told me. i had not been able to figure out what it means as i didnt go through it. But now, i am going through it and i finally know what she means. and so, i am gonna post this again. i want you all readers to know that this idol of mine, changed my life somehow or rather and i am thankful for it.

the feeling of her caring for me and cheering up for on fri is really nice and touching. this 2 months.. we have been cheering up each other and helping each other in many many ways.. and i believe when i leave KC, all these will be so unforgettable..the ways we helped each other are all so small but yet when added up together, it's so big.. and the note that she gave me on fri, although it's ugly, cos it's just black and white and written in a short period of time.. it's just has this great impact on me.. the feeling was just so touching..how i wished i will nvr graduate from KC.. furthermore, she got me to see through alot of things... i used to be very negative in many ways.. and becos of her existence, she taught me to rest in God and know that he loves me and believe in myself...now i m positive. i even console other ppl now and when consoling other ppl, i find it difficult but yet i feel the joy of helping ppl.. just like what she said.. she feel heaven on earth..

I understand that now.. these 2 months i think is one of the most happy memories in my 4 years in KC..yiusi they all always think to listen to her and believe in God sounds weird and dont take that seriously but i do.. and i found happiness among the ppl around me...i dunno why but i will just keep everything that she tells me in my heart.. and i realised that it actually cn be used in one way or another in other things.

The thing i m most glad about is that, our paths actually crossed and we were destined/fated to know each other..how many ppl actually are destined to meet their friends and ppl ard them? alot i know but yet they do not treasure it.. but i think that i m gonna start right now and treasure this good "buddy" of mine... becos i m not going to be the alina in the past, where friends leave me becos i dun treasure them. i m going to, Now. may god bless me and this "buddy" of mine to not fall out and continue helping and cheering each other up all the way. i've found the true light because of you, your inspiring words and stuff.. where would i be now if not becuase of you. i will still be the old alina but no, i m gonna changed for the better and i know how now.

And to you: Yes, those who scold me, care about me(dun translate from chinese next time, sounds wrong) i thank you a million and million. no words can speak my thoughts now. the feeling is just great. YES, i feel the joy of heaven on earth. Happiness surrounds me. may god bless. =)

whatever about God and etc which she has taught me or told me, i am gonna make a list out of it. I am gonna keep it in memory of my sec 4 life in KC.

Labels: All around my Idol

Saturday, February 23 1:46 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

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1:13 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

the feeling of her caring for me and cheering up for me ytr is really nice and touching. this 2 months.. we have been cheering up each other and helping each other in many many ways.. and i believe when i leave KC, all these will be so unforgettable..the ways we helped each other are all so small but yet when added up together, it's so big.. and the note that she gave me ytr, although it's ugly, cos it's just black and white and written in a short period of time.. it's just has this great impact on me.. the feeling was just so touching..how i wished i will nvr graduate from KC.. furthermore, she got me to see through alot of things... i used to be very negative in many ways.. and becos of her existence, she taught me to rest in God and know that he loves me and believe in myself...now i m positive. i even console other ppl now and when consoling other ppl, i find it difficult but yet i feel the joy of helping ppl.. just like what she said.. she feel heaven on earth.. i think i understand that now..

these 2 months i think is one of the most happy memories in my 4 years in KC..my friends they all always think to listen to her and believe in God sounds weird and dont take that seriously but i do.. and i found happiness among the ppl around me...i dunno why but i will just keep everything that she tells me in my heart.. and i realised that it actually cn be used in one way or another in other things.

The thing i m most glad about is that, our paths actually crossed and we were destined/fated to know each other..how many ppl actually are destined to meet their friends and ppl ard them? alot i know but yet they do not treasure it.. but i think that i m gonna start right now and treasure this good "buddy" of mine... becos i m not going to be the alina in the past, where friends leave me becos i dun treasure them. i m going to, Now. may god bless me and this "buddy" of mine to not fall out and continue helping and cheering each other up all the way. i've found the true light because of you, your inspiring words and stuff.. where would i be now if not becuase of you. i will still be the old alina but no, i m gonna changed for the better and i know how now.

And to you: Yes, those who scold me, care about me(dun translate from chinese next time, sounds wrong) i thank you a million and million. no words can speak my thoughts now. the feeling is just great. YES, i feel heaven on earth. may god bless.

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1:03 PMl

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my results so far!

Eng: unknown but FT say 1st 4 qns everybody got 0
Emaths: 72 first in class
A maths: 30+
Science:61.4 26th in class:
-Chemistry 92.7 first in class
-Biology: 33 last few in class.
Literature: Unknown
SS: 8/13
History: 11/25
Chinese: 40/50 for paper and 74 for overall.. 4th or 5th in class.
Music: Unknown

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11:25 AMl

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this week has been quite depressing but not cos of any matters. it's cos of my CAs.. study until 12+ everyday! but other than that..it has been a nice week in sch. hehe =)

Mon:
had chinese CA! didnt really study but nvm. can do at least..haha.. den she didnt come sch...so nothing much.. other than my Xi'An presentation to lower sec! was practically shaking leh.. haha.. cos the teachers got alot.. and the students got v little.. so like nervous.. and got the speech last min! but managed to memorise abit. den before assembly was PC? this "great" lawyer that the sch asked him to come and talk to us about taking law as a career scolded us lah..KC not your home or court ok. den had music elect..was abit the late. had jiangnan sizhu test and did some scubert songs and composition for the rest of the day! haha..then he left at 5.30pm.. we too..

Tues:
had eng CA! but half the paper only.. then went for assembly late! ppl were like waiting for me.. haha.. den today not so nervous cos i think there were more students than teachers.. and my eng teachers wasnt there so no panic! i think i was speaking better today compared to the rest? cos genevieve was stuttering.. haha.. and queenie came in to speak last min. like 5 mins before presentation? so she's really noble! this month's value is nobility u know? haha.den had chinese remedial.. for like 15 mins? cos lao shi nice she let us go home to study.. then had lunch with liyin, huixian and yating in the canteen.. saw drama elect girls.. and i was like your drama teacher nvr come what.. she on course.. and samantha was like oh ya.. den she went to tell the rest.. den they all went oh ya.. haha.. so they went up to blackbox and check and called mr meyer.. but he nvr ans.. so ya.. den samantha came my house.. i taught her bio! haha.. go see her blog for more details on what we did..then at night go tuition.. talked to delphine and found out that now SK JIEX is her ft? haha.. cool leh.. den we talk about all sorts of stuff.. like what SK JIEX do in class etc....basically about my sch and her sch.. haha. den after that came home and study for chem bio! haha.. did bio 1st den chem. slept at 12+. hehe. msged her before that actually... but after awhile she didnt reply le so nvm...

weds:
had chem bio CA! think i did badly for bio cos i didnt know how to ans at all.. but nvm.. chem i was quite confident.. think can get 90% ba.. den after sch had CO..OMG, can u believe it that i actually mastered feng nian ji? i didnt want to learn it 1 cos like i graduating alr so no need.. but dunno why, i suddnely felt so like playing it that i just sat there and practiced feng nian ji without stopping for like 2 hrs? cool right.haha.. den me and huiyi was there practicing like siao while gen and suming was lazing ard... huiyi is a really talented yangqin player i must say.. and she has got the passion for it.. she next time cfm will do well in her yangqin one... she's the 1st one i see in KC yangqin that is so motivated to learn. and she even practices at home can? is like i touch my yangqin less than 10 times a year? so she's really good.den me and her mastered it! haha..

thurs:
had a maths retest cos we failed badly for the previous CA.. queenie leong taught me how to do a maths qns last night! and all the qns came out! so must thank her man! den had entrepreneur.. there was a trainer and so me, reginia, samantha as well as yating sat outside the maths room thinking for ideas for YES-NEC 08, about where is entrepreneur in the school's eyes.. and some random stuff.. then headed home at 5.30.. samantha's dad sent me home.. and in the car we was talking about will singapore get the bid anot.. haha and her dad say singaproe legally bribed russia. dunno true anot, but nvm...anyways, a main part which i didnt say was.. it's YATING'S birthday today! haha.. the night before liyin msged us telling us not to say happy birthday to her in the morn and dun even msg her.. den after dat i wanted to but decided not to.. in the morn yiusi didnt say to her.. all of us didnt except virina.. haha.. cos virina nvr listen to us de.. tsk tsk.. den we gave her 2 sweets as her birthday present.. den after recess we gave her a big goodie bag! wahaha.it's part of our surprise! lol.. den after sch before entrp.. talked to FT and was talking about my fren..when counsellor came to me and ask about her.. so jsut say abit. and was curious how come she know dat i kow my fren. then continued talking to FT.. and she told me the chocolate helped her alot cos she was feeling stress ytr and it help relieve her stress! but i was like.. ok lah.. not that great cos chocolate will make you be addicted to it! cos of caffeine.. den the funny thing was dat i ask ehr whether she going arts excursion with us next weds anot.. and she was like ya i think so i dunno. and was like but u got drama what.. and she was like i dunno leh.. mr J didnt tell me anything.. must ask him.. and she started dialing his number. and when he answered, she was like hi, mr J this is _____ __ here from CHIJ KATONG CONVENT... den what mr J said we dunno lah.. but this was what she said.

oh did u send it to my edumail? i cant log in to my edumail this few days.so i have been kept in the dark? i have just been alerted by someone. oh.... that's so sweet of you.

den em and natellie standing in front of her was like eeyer.. den we were like u actually said that? and she was like ya.. cos mr J said this: my fair lady, you shall not be kept in the dark anymore. haha. was laughing like mad.. cos it sounded so literature.. haha.. den asked about eng.. and she said the 1sy 4 qns, everybody got 0.was like omg.. but nvm lah.. haha..

fri:
had midsummer night's dream PBQ test.. but one thing was i cried for about 1 hr before that..cos that morn we didnt have mass ex. had a fun and fitness day briefing instead.. and they called for all the drummers to collect cosnent forms and brief us.. den ahd to give out the consent forms by today.so me and samantha used our whole recess to give out.. run ard the whole sch leh! sec1-4 evrywhere! then i ran 2.7km before that for PE.. AND i was super hungry.. but still, i sacrifice my recess! then when up to see mr ang and ms tan.. den the bell rang..so i was like oh no, if late mdm F wont let me go in to class.

so me and samantha ran down.. then so nice she was in class alr talking to a bunch of student.. so i chiong in and pulled my books out of my table... den my wallet drop but didnt care.. just ask avelyn to help me put under my table den i chiong out.. but while running out, mdm F stop me and ask me to stay in her class cos i was the last one to leave? den she say i always last few to leave so now she catch me le.. was like. where got? always is she come early then aisyah always open the door late so cannot blame me what.. then she make me stay in her class.and she still can ask me whether i miss my chinese teacher anot.i was like no.. and she went on saying huh? no.. ok, u dun go back later i tell ur lao shi dat u dun miss her.was like wth.. den i almost cry alr. but i just control myself.. den she still can joke ard. when melanie came in to take books. she was like your good friend leh.. last one to leave class so i punished her here.. melanie was like huh? why u telling me? den she was like cos i want u go back and tell your lao shi.. den melanie was like oh ok, lao shi u very bad leh.. then she was like i v bad? i bad or she (referring to me) bad.. and she ask her class.. and the class was like u bad lao shi... she asked why and the class was like all rebutting ehr at the same time.. and sherilyn said got the truth is just the truth.. haha.. glad the class helped me abit.. then nadine and ningrong was like alina! u crying ah? was like no then started laughing.. den after that she finally let me go back to my class like 20mins later? was like wth... den went in to classhad a brief explanation for lao shi and went back to my seat and i cried sia.. dunno why oso.. den from like 11.35pm to 12pm? den stop ler.

after class helped lao shi carry radio to classroom A.. den saw yiusi.. den told yiusi the story and i started crying again.. and happen that mdm F was coming out so i hold on the yiusi and say i dun wan go there..cos lao shi was there.. and she was like nvm just go make her guilty.. and was like no no.. then she walked here lah.. and started asking me qns.. then i explain and explain until very ji dong alr.. den she just walked away after saying abit... wth..and queenie leong, yating and kim guo was there lah.. like consoling me u know.. when suddenly FT came behind me.. and just 1 few secs before she did queenie they all ask me to dun care and go back to class.. so i wanted to go le when she came behind me.. i think they all was trying to warn me that FT is coming le? so after when she was behind me, i just walked back to class.. and i heard her asking queenie they all what happen.. den went to lit class..and got lit class but i was still crying.. FT didnt really ask about me.. and was like nvm.. den after that when she was at the back of the class walking back to the front.. i was cleaning my tears away with my uniform when suddenly she pat me from the back and said: u ok, relax ya? was like nodding my head.. then still, i continued.. couldnt really stop.. den when it got really worse like my eyes were really blurred.. she look at me and i look away. all the time i was avoiding looking at her.so i didnt know what she was doing.. and my essay sucked big time.. cos i dun even know what i m writing..

after the test, this person left a note on my table... it's those really not nice notes like black ink on fooolscap paper u know? but i dunno why i just felt touched when i saw the note..didnt read it.. only can see the ink through the back of the paper.. but just didnt want to read it.den went back to class... i saw something during the test. so yiusi they all was like go tell FT? so was like ok.. and she was walking v fast so had to run after her.. den talked abit.. and left.

had amaths and bio remedial after that.. me saman and yating went to settle some dragonboating thing 1st before going for our maths and bio remedial.. den had bio till 3pm.. went to buy fish bun and ate outside CO room.. den carried yangqin up to the hall and started CO practice.. played da gui 1st.. which i hadnt been practicing.. haha. den end of the practice we played first love! i just love that song man! haha.. and we are performing it for BMW! yay! i think alot ppl will like it and will shut them up from saying CO is cheena cos we play jap and eng song too! haha.. den slacked ard with elizabeth in the foyer and saw mdm F on the way.. she was like saying:u got anything to say to me?(me went like no?) so u mean i yuan wang u lah..was like ya.. and she started talking.. i heard u cried for 2 periods leh.. i was like ya. oh so your lei shui all cry until dry up alr go home must drink alot of water lah? was like ya..and i felt she's actually quite nice lah...

left sch with elizabeth and saw ms2.. talked to her at the busstop.. and we were talking about why i cried in sch today.. and i was like cos u know the dragonboat thing.. and she went oh dragonboat again? i m so sick of it. was like why and she was like i scared u know.. later drowned how and it's in those sea water u know.then she v drama.. haha.then we talked alot and she told me this story... this girl actually went to talk to her

girl:why is you and ms1's name so alike? u and ms1 is sisters issit?
ms2: no we are not sisters
girl: huh? no? dont bluff
ms2: okok, we are sisters alright?
girl: see, i just knew it.eh, how come u nvr go home with ms1?

funny lah.. den she didnt want to say where she going.. dots... den we talked until 6.45pm.. and i went home.. and before her bus came she was like talking to her fren.. and she sounded like those typical school girl talking.. haha... den home, bath, eat, tuition, practice piano and sleep! while practicing piano msged her to thank her for the note and for cheering me up.and she actually replied that she dun wish to see me cry..and that i cheered her up too. den slept.

Last Sat:
Sat night me and her msged from 10.45pm to 1.45am! shiok right.but i was still damn energetic.. dunno why. in the morn i was like cannot open my eyes but well.. I went Samantha's house den very energetic cos we played monopoly like siao(Samantha Says: SEE MY HSE IS GD).. I last one to start but 1st 1 to buy house! haha.den take pics..my dad came to saman's new house to see see look look...talk to her dad den we left. hehe.before that had chem tuition.. was eating the pork floss cracker at ms chan's house again. haha..in the afternn before going for tuition for talking to elizabeth on msn.. and i consoling her only.

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Saturday, February 16 1:19 PMl

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the past week like roller coaster ride like dat..

Mon:
had music elect after sch.. mr S expected us to sing in perfect pitch which obviously we cant.. den he was like u cant even sung your own composition, how can other people sing for u. was like fine.. den came home, surprisingly saw MS2 online.. so chatted with her.. talked about what happen between me and ft 3 weeks ago cos i still cant get over it and she's really a nice person to hear me talk all the way, consoling me. i think character wise, she's more fun when talking about life stories and the way she consoles ppl i think is better.. here's what she said when i asked her emo qns.
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
why do downs exist? Marianne says:
downs exist
M says:
as in feeling down?
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
ya
M says:
it's really a matter of perspective
M says:
you are feeling down because u feel that you have gone thru an emotional expereince that prob changed ur relationship with FT
M says:
in my honest point of view
M says:
going thru all these is really part of growing up
M says:
it's a way of finding out who u are
M says:
hence, to find out what really makes u happy, u need the other extreme of feeling down so that u know what makes u happy or sad
M says:
u see... if you cannot let go.. and u allow it to affect u, then it will eat u up..
M says:
i think at the end of the day, you have to forgive the councillor who started this, forgive YS and forgive yourself..
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
i didnt even bear a grudge against the councillor.
M says:
yup.. then maybe forgive yourself..
M says:
that;s the most important person to forgive..
M says:
only when u forgive, then u can finally let go
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
i dunno know how to forgive myself.
M says:
haha..
M says:
now.. that is the challenge..
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
it's like 1st.. i got caught by u. and got it confiscated and i used it the 2nd time..and got caught again. but even more serious
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
imagine the 3rd time.
M says:
dun do it the 3rd time
M says:
i mean
M says:
what is it keeps replaying in ur head>

then the remaining is said through my hp.. that aftnn, i actually msg ft for some sort reasons..impt ones and she didnt reply.. until 10+ when i was talking to ms2 on msn about this.. so felt really emo and wanting to cry..i couldnt continue replying her but yet i have to ans her qn. so i just replied saying can i talk to u tmw cos i've got something relly emo now and feel like breaking down.. and she replied..she hope i will be better and ask me to relax.didnt reply cos was using phone to msn ms2.. so couldnt sms..and didnt feel like replying too. den after 1 hour. when me and ms2 stop msn-ing and i felt much better alr, i replied her saying thanks and say it's ok. no worries cos i will be ok but just need time. and she replied: god's love will give you strength. he loves you no matter what. was like ok.. and den came in another msg. maybe it'll be good to share so as to get it off your chest. i'm here to listen if you need someone to.. was like.. didnt want to tel, her cos afterall, it's cos of her that i m emo.. and so i just said it's no use.. and she was like oh... Hmmm.... then write it out ? or say a prayer? was so wow-ed by her...and my replied was it's ok.. it's getting late u should sleep.. and she replied: Ok. Chat tomorrow. Nite... Don't think too much. Jus sleep... Nite.so jiu like dat.. and we acutally msg-ed till 12am +.. wanted to sleep at 10+ but ya.

tues:
had chinese remedial after sch lah.. again.. den we did this bao zhang du hou gan which i totally copied the details from the newspaper into my work.. den left for the xi'an presentation meeting... the 2 teachers are like so............ must change and edit so many stuff. den left and had tuition in the night.. as usual, msged her and was like ok i can tell u but no worries ok? den she was like ok... den i typed this msg out.. v long one.. den my phone black out! den spoil sia.. cant on cant off.. tried for half an hour taking out the battery before it worked.. by then it was like 12 le? so was like i tell u tmw. cos i want slp le.. so jiu end alr.

weds:
nothing much. had CO till 5pm.. den was v tired in class.. cos i slept at 12+...lol..before CO we went to give chocolate to her.. for V day cos she not coming on thurs..and we cut 3 hearts for her leh! cool right?den went opp sch to buy bubble tea and stuff and my phone cant on! while on-ing half way it will go off again.. den suddenly it says phone start-up fail.. in the end samantha help me on den can leh! not bad right? samantha got magic fingers! den at night, i msged her the reason why and she didnt reply lah.. so nvm... slept at 11+ 12 like dat....

thurs:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
exchanged gufts though i didnt really have any.. cos i had to study for test ytr.. so i owed them! lol.. and what happen was that me and samantha actually thought of the same idea of letter writing.. but she gave 1st so i like copycat? but nvm...den at night she replied.. and ya so msged till late again.was like i m ok alr... totally ok.. and truthfully i m ok alr.. got over that matter! must look forward and not backwards! and she was happy lah. cos i m ok alr! :)

fri:
didnt have mass exercise cos it's total defence day! had activities in the morn.. i did the mascot competition thingy.. dressed shazlin up as a submarine. but it was quite last min work i guess.. so didnt win...den yiusi the grp was doing the quiz... and there was one qn which says: who founded singapore.. den yiusi they all ask me sia.. said sir stamford raffles? then was like no no.. sang nila utama! haha.. dunno whether correct anot.. den went hall for the finals of the mascot competition and prize-giving ceremony.. den 1 hr recess and lessons! she was like how u feeling today? i said tired? and she was like why u always tired ah? so i said cos the whole week i slept at 12? and she didnt know cos i msged her that's why i slept at 12. but nvm..aft sch had CO..till 5pm again.

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Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

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KCP LIBRARIAN '02
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~~BU1/BU2 1999/2000~~
~~AM3/AM4 2001/2002~~
~~CE5/CE6 2003/2004~~
~~CLASS 103 2005~~
~~CLASS 203 2006~~
~~CLASS 304 2007~~
CLASS 404 2008

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LOVES:
MUSIC
HER CLASS
HER IDOL
LISTENING TO MUSIC
LIME GREEN
ANGELA CHANG
NOODLES
HER JIEMEIS
HER JUNIORS

HER JIEMEIS-8QJ:
-YATING
-LIYIN
-VIRINA
-HUIXIAN
-YIUSI
-SAMANTHA
-REGINIA

HER JUNIORS:
-NATELLIE
-AMANDA A.K.A DARLING
-HUI YI A.K. YANGQIN PRO
-ELIZABETH
-SOPHIA
-SHERYL

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Her wishlistl

-To stay in this peaceful bliss
-To always look at the stars and feel the joy[:
-For joy in heaven to always exist on earth
-Score 10 points for "O" levels
-To get into Temasek JC or Nanyang JC
~~To master Feng Nian Ji~~
-To be a YangQin Pro
~~To get less than 15mins for 2.4KM run~~
-To be the champions of YES-NEC 2008
~~-To pass Grade 7 Practical~~
~~-To pass Grade 6 Theory~~
~~-To play chuan tong yue qu liang zhe well during DSA auditions and get chosen by JCs~~
-To always keep in touch with my 7 jiemeis even after we graduate
-To always keep in touch with my idol after i graduate
-For me and my idol to never fall out on each other again
-To love the people around me and be loved in return :D
-To complete the scrapbook on time
-To complete composing a song for idol before i graduate
-Have fun always[:
-A Laptop
-Corraine May's Albums
-GreenDay's Albums
-Westlife Albums
~~New Watch~~

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JIEMEIS
♥Ya Ting
♥Liyin
♥Virina
♥Huixian
♥Samantha
♥Reginia
KCCO
♥Queenie.L
♥Sophia
♥Sheryl
♥Hui Yi
♥Yi Ting
♥Jocelyn
♥Si Ting
♥Si Ru
♥Kaywerlyn
♥Zhuo Ling
♥Elizabeth
♥Yun Qi
♥Gresilda
♥KCCO
♥KCCO Plucking
VSCO
Jordan
Emersius
Vincent Ooi
Wee Bian
Yang En
VSCO
Entrepreneur Club
♥Natellie
♥KC Entrepreneur
NYCO
Sherlynn
Li Yun
Zhi Wen
Marlene
Wei Jian
Pei Ling
NYCO

♥CLASS 404

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JIEMEIS

FRIENDS FOREVER

YATING

LIYIN

VIRINA

HUIXIAN

SAMANTHA

Calendarl

-~~25th Feb: Dragonboat Race Orientation~~
-~~27th Feb: Arts Excursion to Esplanade~~
-~~7th March: Fun And Fitness Day~~
-~~8th March: Meet-The-Parents Session~~
-~~11th March: Chemistry Day Camp~~
-~~13-14th March: KCCO-VSCO Camp Exchange~~
-~~15th March: Grade 6 Theory Exam~~
-~~17th-20th March: KC BMW~~
-~~29th March: KC Family Day~~
-~~18th June: Chinese Oral lessons/ EMDD combined rehearsal~~
-~~19th june: Chinese Oral lessons/ Music Elective~~
-~~23rd June: 1st day of school~~
-~~25th june: M's dad Passing of 1st yr~~
-~~27th june: Collection of report books/Piano Competition/EMDD~~
-~~1st Oct: Childeren's day/ Hari Raya Puasa~~
-~~2nd Oct: Making of MS's cake at Yating's House/Sherilyn's Birthday~~
-~~3rd Oct: Decorating MS's cake at Liyin's House~~
-~~4th Oct: Birthday Celebration/ Surprise for MS at Seoul Garden Bugis~~
-7th Oct: My BIRTHDAY!!
-11th nov: help mrs lim settle graduating students' leaving certificates
-12th nov: Yiusi's bday celebration
-13th nov: shopping with clique for grad and melbourne trip stuff
-14th Nov: Graduation Lunch at Sheraton Hotel
-14th nov to 20th nov: melbourne trip at midnight
-21st nov: Entrepreneur Committee Meeting
-23rd nov: Attending church after a long time
-25th to 27th nov: KCCO camp cum concert rehearsal
-29th nov: NYCO J2s Farewell Party
-3rd to 5th Dec: Samantha's Birthday Chalet
-6th dec: KCCO Concert Rehearsal
-8th dec: KCCO 1st concert
-9th dec: reginia's bday
-14th dec: NYCO concert: Beautiful Sunday at Esplanade
-15th dec: NYCO BBQ
-20th Dec: Amanda's Birthday
-22nd Dec: Christmas Celebration/Grad Surprise
-23rd Dec: Grandma's Birthday
-25th Dec Christmas!!

Song Lyrics.l

Eternal Love - PJ And Duncan

Back in the days when we first met
those time we had I'm never gonna forget
long summer nights and lazy days
we knew our love was not a passing phase
suntan lotion that familiar smell
I made you a necklace from a chian of shells
the sand on my feet and the warm sea breeze
a kind of romance that's hard to believe

Our bodies together beneath the palm
We had our first kiss I melted in your arms

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

** When autumn leaves were on the ground
we had long walks together with noone around
long conversations alone in the park
that carry on 'till way after dark
winters chill and icy streets
inside is warm on the christmas eve
The fire burning our bodies yearning

Round and round the wheel of loves are turning

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.

The very first fragance of spring is in the air
And each and every moment we still love to share
Alone together Just the two of us
It was then I know my heart belonged to you
Mmmm.. summers here

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.

Save Me from Myself - 黎礎寧

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself

Love Suite II by Hong Kong Chinese Orchestra

Wu Jia Ke Hui

撑着就快没笑容的嘴
接住差一点溜走的伤悲
那天风筝吹到海面都不去追
我们多想就这样依偎
记忆在低回前年年尾
轻便的行囊凑好的旅费
你说男儿志在天涯趁早去飞
点头赞成算不算虚伪

一颗心从此为你无家可回
天南或地北再美怎样都不对
还没走多久多远就已体会
懂爱的人生命不多给

生活的蛮槌敲落泪水
不认床的我却不能入睡
吉他和窗台的阳光是我的被
掩盖胸口的伤痕累累

懂爱的人生命不多给

TI AMO

雖然是簡單的形容
雖然是重复的動作
因為有你
讓一切都變成不平凡
好想縫合你我手心
就這樣牽住放不開
有你陪伴
呼吸著有你的空气就是幸福 !
Ti Amo
tequiero
每一天都要愛上你
想著你沉入夢境
一睜眼一清醒
第一個想到又是你
사랑해(sarang hae)
And I love you
我每天都要愛上你
少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰
怎樣都不算蹉跎
陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠

History.l

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☼January 2009☼

My Past.l

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My 271th Postwhich is alsoTHE LAST POST.Thanks you...
I am gonna leave this place alone soon. in just 2d...
i had LOTS LOTS LOTS of fun today.. At NCC... heeh...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! I am in the Token Craze!!!
Christmas Eve!!! Another 25mins to Xmas 08!! Opene...
Went to meet Renyi this morn at parkway. walked ar...
today had a really great day at NCC. Had a main se...
Happy birthday Sister!
I love Estelli Senior man!!!!she's such a darling ...

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