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Saturday, March 29 5:53 PMl

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KC FAMILY DAY TODAY!

had fun really. it's the 1st time in my 4 years in KC that i actually did my shift... havent been doing since sec1... sec2 i had entrepreneur club to look after so din go den sec3 had the car challenge and didnt go again.. so this year really pay back time.. cos i was there for the whole day! making green tea and milk tea occasionally.. miss S taught me and yiusi how to make the green tea at the start of the event... which was quite fun... we were experimenting with the tea... cos it was too bitter so at 1st we added honey.. alot of honey.. den after that we had sugar and miss S adds alot of sugar to it! like 5 teaspoon in half a cup of hot water.... was like OMG..but after that, i followed her method and did the same. cos i totally agreed that since the customers like sweet stuff, den so be it.. the only diff was that i put 3 teaspoon in A cup of hot water... den i keep trying out the green tea to see if it's sweet or bitter.. and the thing was that.. i HATE GREENT TEA.... yet i drank dunno how many cups... lol..actually, me, yiusi and miss S was trying the green tea throughout...

den.. we shared food lah.. like miss S bought this mashed potato with sausages on top in which she took 1 mouth of it.... and melanie went around feeding the ppl there at that time a mouth each.. super cool lah.. then yiusi went to buy sheperd's pie.. which she gave me some and it was nice! beef though.. den bought this fried rice from 203 which tasted horrible...

the whole day, me and yiusi walked to the shops opp sch like 3 times and i went there myself another time... cos the class had missing stuffs here and there.. so we always kenna to buy... but i thought it was quite bad organization with the fact that we acutally took about $150 from Miss S on the spot? she gave me $50 Twice leh.. and it was all used up...then when we werre counting the coupons halfway through and mdm Lu said my maths fail just becos i didnt want to count it! i was just stapling the coupons in tens! i was like fine.. i count...den she and miss S was like must earn $2000... which was quite unrealistic.. that's about it... cleared up and stuff.. den helped samantha's class with the haunted house clearing up..they had to put 80 chairs in the music room! sian lah.. den left for parkway.. took neoprints at the lousy neoprint machine in timezone and had mos burger.. while going to marks and spencer to meet saman's dad.. saw miss elaine teo and miss marilyn teo.,. and we talked abit and took photos.. they were trying to remb our names and miss marilyn teo was like my name ends with NA one.. and she said arwina? was like close but wrong.. den they couldnt remb samantha's name.. but anyways, miss elaine teo is taking Biomediacal science in Uni now! was like oh ok.. bio? haha.. den came home...

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Friday, March 28 8:58 PMl

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Today was last practice in KCCO... played ju hua tai! i sight-read it okay? and i am so proud of myself for being able to play at least half the song! lol.. then played FNJ.. for the last time... last time i played it with juniors..i guess it's really nice and it was funny lah.. cos ppl who know me will know that when i play YQ Will have body movement and will try to add in dynamics right.. so got one part must lun and get loud...so i lun and hit so hard that the sound that came out sounded weird.. and calista started laughing... halfway through the piece somemore.. then melissa came in at the wrong part and we all started laughing as well....then got one part where the dizi play something similar to our "lun" and melissa started doing the funny action halfway through the piece... it was more like a laughing session after our Break...then i played FNJ with all the emotions i had at that time.. just felt like playing it well for the last time..and i did.. except for a part where i missed the entry point.. ok. that's about it...

Literature lesson today was quite fun too.. cos we were analysing this poem about old age in groups and as usual... me, yiusi, liyin, huixian and virina were in the group.. and as usual... liyin, huixian and I are always not serious and so yiusi started talking to virina about it... and then i sort of helped them lah.. cos i felt like being serious at that time.. and yiusi was writing while me and virina keep changing our sentence structure... and yiusi had to liquid-ed it all the way.. was like waste liquid paper only! but she say must be neat..and becos the 3 of us cant get the correct things to write, we kept laughing and saying sarcastic words to each other.. like my fav word.. not funny and huixian kept saying awesome... lol... then MS was like standing behind me looking at us when Yiusi said... MS, you stand here we cannot think u know...so she walked away.. then at the end, when we were running out of time, liyin and huixian helped too! they were writing in the middle of the paper while yiusi was writing at the bottom.. then me and virina told them what to write... hehe..then when i was pasting the poem to the mahjong paper.. she came with the bluetack and said aiya, should have used this but nvm.. and she walked away.. then i was like thanks ah.. i used glue alr then tell me.. so she left without giving us bluetack... then after that, she asked the class to put it up... and so, i went to ask her for bluetack and she went like this: " i gave you just now already." and i was like no, nvr and we started 'argueing' about whether she gave the bluetack anot.. and in the end, she gave me lah..

at the end, we had a gallery walk and miss S graded our work.. we got 8/10... not too bad lah... i thought we will get like 6? but ok lah.
Note: i believe that MS gave 8 is because we did it correctly(quite ok-ly) and not because she is bias or what.

ok, that's about it ba... in conclusion, literature lessons for today was just funny....

Tomorrow's KC family day.. hope it's fun.. have to skip piano AGAIN.. but nvm... my class is selling bubble tea and my shift is from 10am-11am... then i can go buy food for samantha and visit my darling juniors' stalls! so fun.. and yeah, i promised huiyi that i will treat her to bubble tea tmw! cos i always bully her so i decided to be nice to her for once.. heh.. ppl, if you are free tmw, please come down to KC for family day okay? signing off here.

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Wednesday, March 26 6:46 PMl

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i promised all my YQ juniors to blog about today.. so here i am now..
Today had 1 of the craziest CO sectional practice ever.. me Gen and Yiting carried 2 yangqins together at the same time down.. was like siao can.. cos yiting 1 hand carry 1 YQ... lol.. then i carried it down myself for the remaining time.... then during pipa and YQ combine to play ju hua tai.... me and suming was standing outside the classroom watching ms C playing piano..den we were like play think of me! and she did..den we left.. had CO sec4/5 farewell party...had pau, siew mai and some drinks.. den had presents from the juniors.. den gen, e.ow and sophia went crazy.. they bullied me by pulling out my rubber band and taking it away.. and snatching my card away! then we went to the sch gate there where i let down my hair cos no rubberband.. and i managed to snatch it back.... den came home... heh.. i am gonna miss my juniors....

JUNIORS: GONNA MISS ALL OF YOU LOTS! LOVES LOADS.... MUACCKS! MUST REMEMBER ME AH! =)

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Tuesday, March 25 11:06 PMl

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I lack the time to blog! Arrghh.....

idol's been pretty good these days....having fun with her around....

ok, that was random..

for angel and mortal, i had huixian as my mortal and i have no angel.. aww.. sad isnt it? but well,
my idol and closer friends are alr the few angels in my life and i myself is my greatest angel so nvm.. heh...

ok, that was even more random...

Have IPP Drill tmw.. have to seal the classroom and stay in there with no ventilation, no light...i am so gonna suffocate in there man...

ok, i am being really really random at stuff. gtg anws.

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Sunday, March 23 1:42 PMl

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SIAN!

Thursday, March 20 8:50 PMl

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Hui Yi:
sorry for today... your a very good junior indeed... at least u bothered about helping... i will always remb you de...and about not eating... next time eat something before u come sch ok? i am so so sorry... cos i myself is oso *angry lah.... but seriously, you are really a good good good junior....i have 11 days more before i step down... i hope we can have more time together during practices and not argue ok? thanks so much and i love u loads! =)

*for more info why i am angry.... read the post below.. dont ask me anything about it ok? thanks! =)

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6:40 PMl

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i dunno whether i should be angry with her anot. it's like in the end, it's as though my fault like that.. yes i mean it's my fault that i said i wanted to perform and said no in the end.. but on another note, M.S didnt evern arrange for me to perform on another day.. i doubt so.and then when she told me ytr she had to see 1st.. i was like ok.. and cos FLS happen to ask about it, i told her and she was like angry with her. then she said i no need to perform alr... was like ok and so be it becos i was very sick alr.. and then there goes M with the msg that says u no need to perform alr, less stressed right? and so i said i want to perform lah but since cannot den nvm.. and the next moment i know it, she says i have to perform today.. what's this? and i was so sickly by then.. and still had to liase with so many ppl about it... then i said i wanted to go sch later cos i was having fever but i still wanted to perform.. but M said i shouldnt and should just stay at home... i didnt wanted FLS to know that i was sick cos when she do so, she would "ban" me from performing and before that i told M not to tell my group of friends what happen to me but in the end, i came to realise that she was actually the one who told FLS who in turn, really "banned" me from performing...

am i to be angry with M for "betraying" me or FLS for not letting me performing? or maybe just myself for falling sick at this time? i dunno oso.. for now at least.. i put in so much effort in practicing for the past 1 week+ just for this performance just to find it gone in no less than an min..

everytime FLS tells me that i have to solo, ibecome scared, nervous that i dun do well.. but still, i look forward to it alot.. but everytime, it's like a dream fallen apart.. like CNY this yr, she told me that i have to solo before the kids from katong sch comes cos most of the time they are late.. and so i prepared and to find out in the end that i dun have to do it anymore cos they were running short of time...but i was still ok then cos i know FLS will arranged for another one for me.. at least i still have BMW... but now, the same thing happened again... FLS informed me about the performance and i praticed so hard.. last week i had music exam so only had this week to practiced and i did it everynight.. but cos of my lost YQ beater,every thing changed so much... how am i supposed to play with only 1 beater? so obviously i had to tell M.S that i might not be able to right..at least for the time being..and who ever understands about how i felt about that? so many ppl just asked me by saying that cant u buy a new one? and i repeated my answer 20+ times that day.. and then, i finally bought a new one, i went down purposely to get that beater and my dad even had to pay ERP just for me to get it... and den what happens next? just becos i trusted M so much to tell her that i will be going to sch later cos i was having fever..... i lost my last chance to perform.... if she didnt ask M.S to let me perform before that, i wouldnt have felt so....... angry?(cant find the word to describe how i feel now).... i mean she help me to get that last chance and yet, she has to ruin it... and there's no more BMW or whatsoever occasion where i will get the chance to solo again.. becos i am stepping down in no more than 11 days....

and now, even my junior is angry with me now just becos i didnt go sch and i asked her beforehand to help carry my instrument and she didnt have recess but in the end to find me not in sch.. and she didnt eat the whole day...i am sorry.... but i tried to ask HER to tell u and failed to... so am i suppose to blame M for everything? i dun think so but i m not sure at all.... everything is happening too fast...

i did so much for it just to find myself unable to perform the last time... what world am i living in?

a dream was formed yet it was shattered........by the same person.......... within 16hours.

Note:
i have decided to stop totally the message for idol and night for the time being cos of certain personal reasons.... esp for idol: i feel that i cant find things to say to u these few days especially especially today. i am totally at a loss of words..i hope u understand why...

this is a one last message for idol.... for ytr:
thanks for enlightening me once again ytr.... maybe one day, it will really happen like what you said. i guess i will only appreciate then and not now... and no worries, i can always teach u how to play the piano( it's pronounce as pierre-no) when i am more free. but still the same thing, music is my life but it's also draining me out.. i guess i need to really listen to you: to help ppl with maximum limits.... and not tired myself out. helping is good but helping with strain on myself is not good. thanks alot.

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12:09 PMl

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schools like weird.. supposed to perform, den not suppose to perform then suppose to again.. what a nice joke huh? in any case, i was having a fever ytr and at that time, i was thinking it's ok cos i dun have to perform anymore.. but so unluckily... i receive a msg from FT saying i have to perform today...and i was like huh? i am like in a super bad state now leh. and i was like.. i see how 1st.. i get permission 1st then cfm again.. and so i called FLS up.. and she was like.. huh? these young teachers ah... 1 min this one min that.. i call her and ask ba.. and so she called miss sim and then me back.. saying ya, i have to perform.. and after that, FT called me as well.. was like "dying" alr and so many calls coming in at the same time.. and i was actuall watching ah wang xin zhuan at that time.. and i actually didnt see the calls.. then when i finally did see the miss call i have from FT, called back lah.. and talk for awhile,cfm-ing everything and went to practice Yangqin... and then, parents came home, and had medicine and slept! then i woke up at 12.40am to see samantha's msg... and i replied her but she didnt reply lah.. then woke up at 6.20am to find myself running a temperature.. so called up FT to say i not going sch at the usual time, going only at 9.3oam... then she was like oh ok. and i asked if she could ask the security guard to let me in or something.then 3 mins later, she called back... heard it so clearly as my phone vibrated so violently on the table beside my bed.. then she was like i have to see mrs sng if i come in at 9+ and then she will take my temperature and if i still having fever then perform oso.. so i was like.. ok, i will make sure my temperature goes down before i go sch.. can? and she was trying to persuade me not to go sch! sian lah.. went back to sleep after that with the fact that i set my alarm at 9am.. then at 8.10am, i heard my phone vibrating violently again on the table and i got woken up.. so i actually slept for another half an hr only.. and guess what, it's like FT again.. and she was like, she msg me alr that i no need perform with reasons and stuff.. and i thought i was dreaming lah.. it was not till when i finally woke up at 9am to see the msg and to realised that i didnt dream of her calling up, it's actually a fact that she called me. lol..so i woke up at 9... replied her msg and mum suggested bringing me out to eat fishball noodles since my fever subsided alr... fishball noodles as in those without MSG and oil 1... so went to tanjong pagar and then buy fruits where this aunty said i look P6... den went aunty's new house for awhile and home-ed.. should be going entrepreneur later.. see how.. whether i got fever anot..

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Tuesday, March 18 1:58 PMl

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2nd day of BMW.. ok lah i guess.. but still missing my yangqin beater..... how i wish somebody would just walk up to me and say, here's your yangqin beater... i found it in ________. i will thank the person alot man..

MESSAGE TO ALL:
If you took it, please return it to me. i wont bear any grudge towards u or what. i just want my beater back becos nothing is more impt than THAT beater.

If you happen to find it, please return it to me. it's a very memorable beater. it contains majority of my memories as a KCCO member. please help!

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Monday, March 17 9:47 PMl

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I lost my yang qin beater today. So saddening. But i must really thank some ppl...miss marianne sim,miss lenden n the whole backstage crew for trying their v best to find it for me! I think when they saw me oso like pressured lah..search every corner of backstage 2-3times. Next, my juniors! Esp natellie n her group..pei me most of the time.Den still got sophia, huiyi, amanda...i love u all loads! To the rest of the ppl oso..for all their consolations n encouragements n help. Like khee theng,allison,carmen,kimberly, jordan(my new found yangqin pro friend), mrs chang,mrs lie,mdm toh etc. N last of all, the most impt of all, queenie leong, miss sim n mdm foo! Queenie n mdm foo walked with me around the whole sch to find my beater n miss sim really gave me alot alot of encouragements n help.she even went to the cleaners room to ask them for help n gave me a hug n 'massage'...mdm foo, for once, i felt is v nice n motherly. I really appreciate all of your help alot. Queenie leong! Cheer up ok? I love all these ppl loads.although i still cant find it, i will not give up! Thanks ppl! :)

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Saturday, March 15 11:27 PMl

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had grade 6 theory exam today... was like ........quite difficult lah.. but nvm. since it's over, nothing can be done.. den went to newtown circus to have fishball soup..den went simei for tuition..seriously, we just simply laugh at kame things during tuition... heh.. and after that, saman's parens brought us to RTC for dinner. OMG, that place is damn nice lah.. and i got to eat my fav codfish! thanks lots! den after that saman brought me around the place...they have movie theatre there leh! so shiok..saman and her mum was like "playing" with me, saying that they own the place! lol.. but anyways, came home.. heh

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Thursday, March 13 6:28 PMl

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KCCO-VSCO CAMP!

since it's the holidays, i shall stop the daily message for my idol as well as night...nothing much to say u see....

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Wednesday, March 12 11:26 AMl

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WHEE..MY 100TH POST! HAHA

Alot of you keep wondering whose the idol mentioned in my blog. well, i said i ain't gonna reveal who is she right. i thought blog are actually personal diaries so why do u all want to know whose the idol i am talking about so much? although it's open to public, doesnt means to have to go into other ppl's stuff right? i mean i blog about it becos i take it as a online book of memories.. to track what happen before.. and so, why do u all want to know who is she.. i think letting a few of my friends know is enough and i dont need everybody to know and help me spread this information about whose my idol and stuff.

SO, since all of u like to guess whose the ppl i mention on my blog right, i shall let u all do it. i am introducing another person on my blog. her name's night.. becos huixian gave me a new nickname: morning(am) cos my initials is actually AM.. so now i m gonna introduce PM which stands for night to all of u. I am sure all of u will have a happy time guessing..Aren't u glad that i am providing things for u to do during your free time? slowly guess ba.. maybe one day after i graduate, i might reveal who this 2ppl is..and as usual, i will post daily messages to this 2 ppl with the only difference that i will alternate the messages.. like one day for night, and the next day for idol.

A few things to clarify:

1) Please stop asking my friends whose the idol or night mentioned on my blog. Although i tell them about it sometimes, they dont know much about them.. becos as i have said, it's between me and idol/night and there's nothing to do with my friends. Asking them is just a waste of your time only becos firstly, they dont really know much who are there(or some of them may not know at all) and 2ndly, they wont reveal. So stop wasting your time.

2) i know u all think that idol is actually FT.. but let me ask u a qn, why would i mention both idol and FT together if it's the same person? i know in the stories of FT and idol, there are some links but do u think it's the same person? Can't there be conincidence?

3) Please stop asking me for FT's number. firstly, do u think i have FT's number?
2ndly, even if i have, i will not give becos i am not allowed to. it's not because i am selfish to want the number to myself or what but if u have paid attention during the 1st lesson with FT this year, she said she didnt want too many ppl to know her number. and so, i am not allowed to give.
No matter how urgent the thing is, i can only help pass the message to her but not give u her number. becos if i were to give u, it will be considered as " breaking a sch rule". So, if really, it's very urgent, u can leave me a sms to pass to her but not ask me for her number. I will not entertain ppl asking me for her number.

i know by posting this, there will be ppl saying i am selfish and stuff and i am sure there will be rumours going around soon but hey, let me tell u this first if u are considering of spreading some rumours about this to other ppl:
Why not u give me YOUR number and i help u spread to all the students in the sch? dont u think that will be fun to have ppl intruding into YOUR privacy? GET-A-LIFE if u still consider doing it and just hope that GOD will bless you.

Daily message to idol:
i guess if u read the above, you will kind of know what had happened but just treat it that nothing happen ok? cos it's a very small matter. and u shall know who is night soon. heh.=)

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Tuesday, March 11 11:10 PMl

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today had CHEMISTRY DAY CAMP! FUN EH.

morn woke up at 8.30am and receive a calleralert message again.. so called back and it was actually yating lah.. den stonned for awhile.. and prepare to go out le.. 9.35am, reached liyin's house.. we had a jiemei breakfast session! lol... had beehoon, omelette, hashbrown and luncheon meat.. den we watched sassy girl and yating was damn addicted to it.. and as usual, i am being cold-blooded...saman was like i trying not to cry and i was like... touching meh? lol.. den we headed to sch at 10.25am.. den saw virina in the foyer and took maths ws.. den supposedly waiting for yiusi but we didnt know she in the physics lab alr.. we went there at 10.45am.. was late but well, i guess it's ok.. den had lessons... till 11.50am. den lunch opp sch. had fish beehoon.. raining though.. den went back sch... had 2 experiments, e-learning session alkali metals(which i was using to view blogs) and making of crossword puzzle.. throughout the whole afternoon i was working with avina.. and i mus thank celeste and ningrong for helping during the experiments! haha.. nice ppl leh.. i am beginning to love my class.. was just sending a few sms throughout the whole afternoon.. of course for me to be sms-ing means that thing has got some importance.. then left at 5.15pm.. had tuition, talked on the phone with YS and did music theory homework till 12am.

DAILY MESSAGE TO IDOL:
hmm, nothing much today ba.. cos it's holidays and i dont see u much..cos we 2 are so busy.. but hey, my mission for today still unaccomplished!

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Monday, March 10 3:12 PMl

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My dear dear yangqin junior says that i am emo on my blog.. cos i always mention about my idol here and there.. then all the words for her are so emo.. but in real life, i am not emo at all? Seah Huixian! paging for u...now u can testify for me.. whether i emo in real life anot! please lah..i only show my emo-ness in real life to ppl who are close to me.. why show the emo-ness to ppl ure not close with at all.. den let them talk crap about u? i mean just imagine somebody whom ure not familiar with being emo in front of u everyday? u will be like, what's wrong with this person right? so what for show it to them.. at least your close friends will be there for u what.. lol..
So..........

HUI YI! I am not emo in front of you is cos i think all those stuff i can emo about has nothing to do with u so even if i emo in front of u, what can u do? so i rather choose to be that happy happy bullying senior than the sad and emo senior of yours! haha..=)

See, i dedicated another blog post for u too... aren't u glad? Your a nice junior lah.. i am not trying to anger u or what but i just find u very cute! haha.. so yup...

For those who dont know who is Hui Yi is, please go read her blog and find out what a dedicated member of CO she is.. and how she worries about her parents scolding her for her so call bad results.and of course, how "cute" and happy a girl she is! Scroll down for her link! haha =)

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1:38 PMl

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shall blog some messages for ppl...mainly for my juniors ba.

HUIYI:
See, i said i am gonna blog about u.. haha.. this 1year+ have been great journeying with u... though it's gonna end soon, i dun think will forget u ba.. ure a great junior, great yangqin player, great person to bully! haha.. just joking.. but seriously, it was fun having u around...all the times man.. it's great.....yup.. will miss u all when i graduate ba... and congrats 1st! for u being a sectional leader and that ure gonna sit in front after i stepdown! haha... cant wait to see u sitting in front performing. heh. All in all, i hope i aint a bad senior to u ba...not that bad till u will forget me right? hehe. all the best..

(P.S getting bad results isnt the end of the world... u can work hard the next time! haha.. i know ure smart lah.. =) work hard! )

ELIZABETH:
you have been a great great junior... know u for like 2+ years le ba? how u helped me carry yangqin and stuff. and all the things that happen during CO practices.. how u were happy & sad.. how i was hyper and down... and pouring all my sorrows to u... All were great memories ba... it doesnt matter whether it's a happy thing or sad thing but knowing that it happened before is enough alr.because to have known each other is alr the greatest joy. and i dont have a motive in knowing u lah.. im just trying to be a great friend/senior to u so that u will feel better with all the stress and stuff.. so dont get the wrong idea. =)

(P.S studies isnt everything. every failure actually means one step closer to success. remb i will always be there for u! )

NATELLIE:
You cute little girl.... will miss the times laughing with u during CCA times man... u are the 1st batch of juniors in entrepreneur club ba.. and i remb u werent the 1st few to join the club.. the last few in fact.. but u stayed on... and i m sure ure gonna be in the committee after we leave.. hehe. so remb that u must bring the club to greater heights and not let our efforts go down the drain ok? =) You're one great junior of mine... all your ideas and name-calling.. u still having think of one for me.. hehe.. let's just call ourselves chip and dale lah.. haha.. cos i simply love chip and dale.. lol.. anyways, in less than a month, we'll be stepping-down le.. i will definitely miss u.. DEFINITELY.. alot somemore.. i hope we will still keep in touch after that.. u are one of the few who touched my life ba... remb how i got a headache last yr.. and u were there helping me make the broochES.. thanks for all your efforts and for touching my life.
I WILL MISS YOU CUTE LITTLE GIRL! lOVES LOTS!

AMANDA:
MY DARLIN! haha... your voice is cute and so are you... dont say u have no good voice ok... i think u sing very nice so must jiayou ok? after "O" level go kbox and u shall sing! wahahaha.. anyways, our blog still not done yet.. i thought we suppose to make one? haha.. another 21 more days and i stepping down le leh.. then wont be able to go siao with u during entrepreneur le! so saddening lah.. u better work hard for entrepreneur club to go on ok? most likely ure in the com lah.. so must JY even more!.. jiu kao ni lah! i remb when i 1st knew u, u and tiffany was angry with me cos i call u 2 sleeping manager! haha., but after that dunno why we become good friends and now ure my DARLIN somemore.. lol.. fate and destiny huh? but well, i m happy to have known u and all the funny and siao memories will stay lah.. work harder and i m sure u will get to express and be a councillor! JIAYOU DARLIN!

(P.S after my "O"s lets go out to have fun again! must take neoprints wor.. hehe. love you lots! )

DAILY MESSAGE TO IDOL:
it's ok, cos broken sleep to me equals to nothing.. it's just that when i got woken up that time, i feel annoyed only cos still blur lah.. but after that, it's ok! haha so yep..

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10:00 AMl

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1) Idol
2) Huixian
3) Liyin
4) Virina
5) Samantha
6) Yating
7) Yiusi
8) Reginia
9) Amanda Lim
10) Natellie
11) Risa
12) Sandra
13) Filzah

1.How did you meet 10?
Entrepreneur Club

2.What would you do if you had never meet 1?
I would be super sad! the memories between us were great! and i will still be feeling sad for so many things. she touched my life and made me feel joy. So without her, i m actually nothing.

3. What will you do if 6 and 2 dated?
No lor. it's impossible. Huixian got laopo le! she wont betray her one! haha.

4.Have you seen 4 cried?
YES definitely.

5.Do you think 10 is cute?
ya of course. she's one cute junior of mine.

6. How did you get to know 8?
Entrepreneur Club.

7. Would you ever go on a date with number 12?
OF COURSE NOT!

8. What is number 7's favourite color?
hmm, i not sure eh. she nvr really say before. think it's blue?? dunno lah

9. What would you do if 6 confessed he/she loves you?
Cannot be lor. we are straight ppl!

10. State a fact about 9?
She's cute with a very sweet voice.

11. Who is 4 going out with?
lam fung lor.

12. Who is number 5 to you?
A VERY VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND AND JIEMEI.

13. Will you ever live with 13?
Nope.

14. Is 2 single?
Yup. Should be. unless she still like her 53.

15. What do you think abt 3?
she has a very nice voice and personality.

16. What is the best thing abt number 8?
Talk to her about chasing idol and u will get lots about it.

17. What do you like abt 11?
not sure cos dont really know her yet.

18. Favourite memory with 6?
Sharing magazines with her!

The six people you want to do this quiz:
Samantha
Reginia
Huixian
Liyin
Virina
Yating

Labels: Life outside School

Sunday, March 9 12:58 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today nothing much. stay at home and slack! haha. having music at hougang later! wanna develop photos man!

Anyways, i know alot of u have been wondering who is the "idol" i am referring to in my past blog posts but too bad i ain't saying who she is. if i wanted ppl to know who she is, i would have blogged about her with her real name and there's no need for me to refer her as idol right? so ya. =)

Daily message for idol:

i agree about ur perception about love that one needs to be friends 1st! haha. omg, it's so literature can. anyways, i know ure loyal. you have the "loyal" look. haha

Labels: Life outside School

Saturday, March 8 9:07 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Shall summarize it into point form cos alot of things.

Today events:

1) reached sch around 8.55am and met liyin
2) walked around the sec4 level to see see look look. saw our class.
3) walked the sec3 level and saw saman and yating
4) went up to the hall and saw yiusi.. stayed for the talk by principal.
5) den left and went to our class.
6) helped at the signing in part and my mum came early.
7) had mtps with ft. wasnt that bad cos at least i am not a bad student afterall
8) helped co-ft sort out the things for the girls
9) parents saw bio teacher and talked for quite awhile
10) samantha cried. wanted to go after her but dunno where is she
11) decided to stay and help for the rest of the day.
12) bio teacher talked to me for v long about the class.
13) den got cut of by students so i went back in at my signing in counter
14) read AMSND while helping cos not nobody else came for awhile.
15) last student came and i stacked back all the chairs in the classroom
16) talked to bio teacher again and got lots of ideas for YES-NEC. i just think she is SO cool.
17) co-ft asked me a weird qn. i liked to help so much how come nvr continue being prefect? stunned by the qn
18) den stacked back all the chairs outside into the classroom.
19) packed the classroom abit. closed windows.
20) ft and co-ft hugged! so cool that scene.. den co-ft kept saying she was not much of a help. like qing jie gong ren like dat.
21) we all left! walked with FT downstairs and she was on the phone.
22) then left and waited for idol at the security guard there

THAT'S THE PART ABOUT MTPS! NOW, THE AFTER PART:

1) Was at the security guard there waiting for idol and managed to talk to ppl like miss T and miss S.. miss S act know about what happen for music and she said i was a guai student and to work hard.
2) idol came and left sch for parkway.
3) on the bus, we were not sitting together cos too many ppl. and so was msging yiusi.
4) Den at parkway there, idol's bf suddenly appeared behind us. only knew when i heard somebody said boring.
5) went info counter to meet parents 1st cos my sis said she had something to ask me.
6) den went mos burger to eat.. her bf treated me for lunch.. AGAIN. so paiseh lah
7) den we talked and ate.
8) Idol's rice burger was too hard and she only went to changed it after eating half of it.. cool right. wahaha.
9) den we continued talking while i was so call "forced" to eat fried prawns!
10) talk for awhile more before leaving for the toilet.
11) took pics ( random shots with random poses!) and bye-bye! haha..
12) met bro and waited for parents to fetched us.
13) talked on the phone with yiusi wihle waiting.
14) home-d. bathed and went for chem tuition.

i dropped 2 popiah that i just bought from cheers( still hot 1 somemore) and i spilled the bowl of fish beehoon at ms chan's house! so sorry! there's something wrong with me today. i came home, msg-ed idol thanking her for today and i cut my leg while too anxious to get my phone! suay sia. there's seriously something wrong with me today!

CONVERSATION OF OURS WHILE EATING:
1) I dont eat prawns except tempura(by me) = i take coke but not soft drinks.(by the bf)
2) i said solar panel lights(supposedly lights functioned by solar panels) bf was like huh?
3) MOE does not allow teachers to talk about religions to students cos singapore is a multi-religious country.
4) idol's bf's friend will have saliva flowing out when he take seafood yet he still continue taking seafood.
5) i like sotong,cuttlefish, squids and was said to look like one by the bf.
6) each of us were supposed to eat 5 fried prawns each but i ate only 4 cos i dont like prawns! and idol's bf ate the last one for me.
7) when i was talking to idol, i thought the bf looked bored and so i asked him if he was and idol's bf said no cos he cannot multi-task like us. we are special.
8) was sending idol pics and she was looking at my other pics without me knowing.
9) the two of them told me alot about GOD and it was qutie enlightening cos i wasnt into religion u know. but idol was too tired to continue so the bf continued it.
10) was talking about how lonely LS was in class and about KY and the bf and her blog.
11) talking about afterlife and civilisation. (was saying if only civilisation didnt occur but idol said there had to be some form of evolution what)
12) talking about growing up too. how next time will be when parents dun support me anymore. and what if i dun earn much.
13) talking about capturing memories. like i cannot remb childhood memories and that she cant too. and her bf said that after secondary will be able to remb more.
14) idol's bf was talking about my hp as usual. like my phone cant store msges in the memory card which is so not true.
15) comparing how many msges we save in our phones. he went like u know how many msges she saves in her phone. 200+.and i was like.. u know how many i save? 2000+. lol..and he said my phone will lag.
16) he said why nvr save msges in memory card den. and i was like cos memory card going to be full alr. and he was like buy 2 GB 1 lah. was like no point cos can save in com and waste money only.
17) ask him why he is in black and white again. like always in red, black or whilte one. adn he said cos i always see him or weekkends right? was like eh ya, actually sch holidays lah.
18) ask idol there's always one qn alot ppl has always been asking u but u have never ans directly and she knew what i was gonna ask! haha. and she said she didnt want to ans lah. wait till we graduate then we know. was like how m i suppose to know when i graduate? and she said keep in touch!
19) forgot what was i saying that the bf replied and i was like not funny and he went m i laughing? and so i said fine, not amazing. and he went do i look amazed? lol.
20) idol said she used to believe in many religions and tried to say that she can control her temper and stuff but sooner or later she still couldnt until she went into christanity.
21) the ten commandements are things that everybody wont be able to follow because of temptations becos of adam.
22) idol oso said if u believe in buddhismm there's still heaven and hell. becos one is believe to be reincarnated until he or she reaches enlightenment so reincarnation will bring suffering to u on earth and isnt that a form of hell oso?
23) sweet= thoughtful, caring, helpful while thoughtful is just thoughtful said by idol.
24) while leaving mos burger, idol told her bf that there's a guy that looks like MSBK! haha.
25) ask idol's bf so is she sweet to u. and he said yes VERY! haha.
26) idol was very tired(closing her eyes when talking) and so they took turns talking to me.heh.
27) i said i was very wild in pri sch like dont obey instructions of teachers and breaking sch rules. and the bf was like so that is considered wild? and so u mean now u now better ah?
28) was saying how a teacher always pick on me since sec1 and that sec1 dat time i was not that guai oso but in the end still become prefect. idol said it's a snowball reaction/ chain of reaction
29) idol ask if i know who chose be as prefect. was like ya. name 3 ppl and the bf was like, u mean u were a prefect last time? was like ya, trainee prefect only. on probation for 6 months.
30) idol ask about the award thing, did i send in anot and whether i typed it or write. was like hand-written lah. and she was like then u dont have a copy for me to read? was like everything i write got draft one lah. and the bf went like you wrote it? can read one anot? was like ya, my handwriting is neat one ok. and idol was like ya, very neat. and told her if u want see my ugliest handwriting right, next time must see my lit file, alot of my notes the handwriting cannot read 1.
31) i took out a book from my bag to show her my handwriting! haha. my AMSND!
32) the bf said i was unique cos my personality in public and in private is oso D!
33) they say that DISC is always changing but i think that it suits me lah.

i think that the bf is quite a cool and funny person lah. not as bad as i thought he used to be. Sorry! haha. he's a nice guy in fact.

3 descriptive words of him:
1) Cool
2) funny
3) nice

Labels: All around my Idol, Life outside School, School

4:44 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

OMG, today is a super cool day lah.. didnt expect meet-the -parents-session to be so freaking fun! talked to alot of ppl today.. will blog about it later! haha. cos going for chem tuition le.=)

Daily Message to idol:
THANKS LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS FOR TODAY! and to ur bf too! haha.

Labels: All around my Idol, Life outside School

Friday, March 7 2:59 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today had 2.4km run and dragon boating at bedok reservoir park...
woke up at 5.50am today cos samantha's mum was coming to fetch me at 6.45am.. so woke up, packed my stuff, ate a piece of bread and left for downstairs at 6.40am.. walked till the main road there alth0ugh she said guard post...her mum was late though.. den left for the park.. reached there at about 7.10am.. den saw yiusi and FT.. reported soon and had morn assembly.. while waiting for it to start, yiusi was telling me about what FT and ningrong did this morn.. funny lah.. then had assembly and the code of the day was nothing's impossible by addidas..then mrs S was like how about just do it from nike?lol.. den had warm-up and went off for the race cos sec4and5s were going 1st.. FT was like.. ok u all have fun.. den touch me on my arm saying: Dont exert yourself... den yiusi got addicted to that sentence and keep saying it to me..

den ran... non stop.. cant really remb about what happen during the run cos was too engrossed in looking at the timing..but i remb yiusi telling me FT's there and me replying where? and only saw mrs L asking us to go go at the starting.. den at the turning point.. so chaotic.. we kenna jammed there.. cos had to get the stickers.. so stop for awhile.. den ran back... my legs were tired but i kept going on! haha.. den reach back alr.. was number 83..cool right.. quite fast lah..

den after that while resting FT came to me asking me about the route...about how we ran..cos she's running too..and she went MIA after that..i got a drink and bread. then yiusi came back...grab a drink for her. she got 224.. den saw huixian..den after a while, i saw saman,liyin and yating... den we all sat down and announcement was made for us to go for dragonboating... yiusi they all went 1st.. me, reginia and saman stayed there.. wanted to wait for juniors.. den when the sec1s started running, announcements were made again. for sec4s to go for the dragonboat and that all the staff taking part in the race was to report.. suddenly FT appeared in front of me while me and amanda was walking.. den we stand quite a distance behind all the teachers while waiting for the teachers race to start..den started and we walked to the dragonboating area.. out our bags and waited while watching the teachers' race from afar.. den after that the ppl all started coming alr... i was so called "ban" from going up the boat initially cos last min they cancelled the drummer part.. but we argued for super long before i get to go up..when we were going up that time, all the teachers were there alr... deciding on their groupings.. den we started easy rowing at 1st... then when the race started, we didnt even know.. lol.. but at least we won drama! haha... den going up on shore, we saw mrs G.. and she said we were good and heard that we got 2nd.. haha.. den FT was there oso.. den talk 2 the both of them... borrowed FT's supposedly "fan" which is a paper plate.. den returned her and took a pic... i was taking pic of all the teachers demostrating how to row the boat... esp mr J.. den the teachers' dragonboat race started. cool eh..principal's team won..den we waited for them at the pointoon.. den walked back to the tentage area... assembled and had prize-giving..

we were dismissed... me, saman, yating and reg went to the swing to play.. we got deprived childhood sia.. so enthu about the swing.. den went to play seesaw.. with jasper and jasmine... den my dad send yating, reg and saman home.. went back home to get things and left for prawn mee stall.. den went to fetched sis and micaela.. and home! ate, use com, bathe den left for music at hougang..came home about 7+, 8.. had dinner, used com, watched TV and slept..

Daily message to idol:

thanks for the your encouragement man. i did it without any pain! haha.. i survived ok. cos i prayed that i will be alright. yay! =)

Labels: School

Thursday, March 6 6:38 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today daphne asked me all of a sudden if i went to tell FT about them spreading rumours about me? was like huh? since when? and since when did u spread rumours about me? lol. den help to collect eng files(cos Dorra not here) and report books... so irritating cos ppl hand in one by one? then have to bring it down so many times.. den we stuffed FT's pigeon hole till there's no space.. left it on the floor, tried calling he ext but she nvr ans.. den 5 mins later when we went back, all the files gone! was like huh? cool eh.. den FT came to class and she was like she brought it up. haha.. fast eh.. den no maths at all.. cos clear classroom. den our class like book store! cos we arranged the books at the side and there was so many! so can open bookstore le! lol.. helped aisyah get the chairs and heidi in her bio online assignment then went to staffroom. to put the eng file and report books AGAIN! sian lah.. den saw FT and she was like woohoo. issit gonna drop? if gonne drop den put it more in ba.. then left..in the canteen saw idol wor.. and she was like u still feel any pain anot? was like ya when i run and she was like so tmw how? was like what how? still need to run right.. and she was like continue running? competive somemore? was like ya.. cannot waste the effort of going to the gym. haha..den had to go for rehearsal. CO rehearsal was quite fun only for the Canon-in-D... sian lah.. didnt know that Miss S was overall in charge for BMW concert. den keep playing first love.. and then when clearing stage, nobody help me carry YQ again.. so carried myself.. cool right.. den miss S was like backstage blocking me.. sian lah.. den went for entrp for 5mins and to foyer.. talked to elizabeth and miss Tan.. den went back for entrp.. talked about YES-NEC new idea! recycle food! mrs G's idea.. den entrp ended. just realise our new trainer's son is bryan cheng! u know the kid actor? haha. den stayed in foyer with samantha and yating.. saw idol again.. and was like talking to her..about whether i should drop lit and hist anot..den left. samantha's dad fetched me home! thanks! haha.

Daily message to idol:
thanks alot again. you're a very caring person wor.! see ya at bedok reservoir for fun and fitness day tmw! take pics! haha =)

Labels: All around my Idol, School

Wednesday, March 5 7:22 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today had a weird day. had a chance to talk to idol.den she was saying that she didnt have time to respond to my card and that my illustrations was good.was like hmm, but my art sucks? lol. then she say she know me and YS had arguements weeks back and ask if we were ok alr.. was like ya, how u know? hehe. den she was like why u sit alone during ure lit lesson? cos virina wants to sit with YS? that's about it. today whenever i run too fast or like even run slower, the pain comes back! but for awhile only...den had to chase after my idol so ran quite a bit. den we were quite funny cos i was holding a stack of report books supposedly for FT. and she was holding it partially when i wanted to take mine out and the whole thing sank.. and lucky, my reaction was fast and i caught it! lol. den went for CO.. playing first love, rhythm of the rain and canon-in-D for BMW! cool! haha.

Daily Message for idol:
thanks for the compliments about my art but it really sucked i guess..haha. only have confidence for music and not art! Thanks about concerning me anyway. about the pain? thanks alot! =)

Labels: All around my Idol, School

Tuesday, March 4 6:51 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today i thought about quite abit of stuff. esp during Biology lessons. miss Tan said that we ppl are ignorant cos when we see ppl that have some handicap here and there, we laugh and them and avoid them. it's like when we see ppl with down syndrome, we laugh at them. just how ignorant we are? and when she said that, i thought, how ignorant are we as KC students. the case where FT walk out of class aft scolding us appeared in my mind.

just how ignorant are we? just by saying a word sorry is so difficult? no matter is it X fault in being rude to FT or is it the class fault, we should just apologise to her as 1 class right? where's all the class spirit? we are SUPPOSE to be ONE CLASS. yes we have cliques but we should all unite together and make it a good class and good year so that when we graduate in 8 months time, when we look back, there will be good memories and not bad memories like this right? furthermore, the class oso had fault too. if we didnt argue back about why we need to give constructive feedback, would all this have happen? so it's partially the class fault too. so shouldnt we all just apologise 2gether? just becos each one of us is afraid that we will be called "sucking up" to FT, nobody dares to go forward to her and apologise to her or at least just comfort her that day she walked away. Most of you were just SO happy. what's this? being called "sucking up" to her isnt a big deal u know? i have been called so many times and so what? i still continue doing what is right( which is wrong to u all i supposed). it's just remarks from ppl. and the ppl who give these remarks, if they think they are so great to criticise other ppl as sucker-ups or suckers, then why dont they try "sucking" up themselves and go through the feeling of being called a suck-up? if u went through it,after a while, u will get used to it and it's not really a bother anymore. cos u will feel that those ppl are just suckers themselves cos they dont dare to go and do what is right. so just stand up for what is right. unless u tell me that apologising to her is a wrong thing to do? but whatever it is, i feel that we should apologise as 1 class. cos we are A class and not many class.

Want to do it, Do it together.

DAILY Message to idol:

helping you is my pleasure. it's not much actually =)

Labels: All around my Idol, School

Monday, March 3 7:32 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

The teachers in the school are so freaking irritating. Scolding to them is like a piece of shit i tell you. Kenna scolded by Mr S...... He threw our music stuff at us somemore...... what type of teacher is this huh? teacher can anyhow throw things at us one meh.. i wanna complain! den even call us parents somemore and say what.. next time this happen, i m gonna call all your teachers, FT, CCA Teacher, Subject teacher to sit in one big circle in front of me to hear what i have got to say of you 2. what's his prob man.. threatening dont work on us! ugly then ugly lah.. we 2 oso been through discipline cases what.. what's the diff with one more? ok, i shall not complain anymore in case any teacher sees this.

I gave a card to idol today and i have decided that every time i blog from today 3rd March onwards, i will leave a short message for my idol. then when i look back after i graduate 8 months later.. i will know what happen.

and OMG, i typed this really long message talking about the ppl in KC.. and suppose to send to samantha but i send wrongly! i send to my idol sia..die lah.. inside got alot things about her one... and she got no reaction to it! nvr reply after i said it was a wrong msg. see how tmw ba.

Daily Message to idol:
i didnt mean to talk about those stuff but i was just really annoyed by the classmates, the teachers and the ppl in KC. i was just using examples of yours, cos at that point in time, i could only think of those examples. but hey, dont u agree with me? all the examples about self-centerness and stuff. i just couldnt really take it anymore cos of the selfishness of the ppl. but i guess everything will be okay soon? my favorite line:

Everything's got a way out.

can't wait till this friday, 2.4KM and dragonboat race, then we can take photos again! heh.

Labels: All around my Idol, School

Sunday, March 2 3:38 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

ytr morn had piano lessons and it was like....... quite ok only.. i didnt play as well as i practiced.. guess i was tired lah.. was msging the night before u know.. my idol. den came home used com and left for chem tuition at 5... met saman and we were talking about what's happening in sch...FT thingy.. and it's just so saddening.. whats' with the class and her man.. it's as though she owed us her previous life? haii. nvm. just hope everything will clear soon.at night had dinner and played new songs on the piano, did theory and found songs on the net.. then slept at 1am.

this morn i went gym.. ran 2.4km! haha. on the machine i mean.. then ate and came back.. played piano and bathed.. now blogging. later going over to hougang for my music tuition.

Labels: Life outside School

Saturday, March 1 1:42 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

PICS OF YEAR 2006: