Look at the stars. dont you feel the joy of heaven on earth?♥

Friday, May 30 2:16 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Hi liyin here..this person who is called ALINA is in my house now....
she is like singing karaoke in my house with my mum....lol....
DAMN NOISY!
LOL! EARTHQUAKE!!
ok so 2 of them came my house after their a maths paper...and disturb my beauty sleep!!!
THEY 'KAING PAI' LATER......which means playing mahjong....
like omg....
THEY ARE singing yan wei die....lol...
VIRINA SAYS : like siao za bo like that...
OK so my mum is teaching pang pang yoga now....lol...
and Virina says: CANNOT!!she wan sing lam feng song....
Now ALINA is learning yoga with my mum too!!!pang pang is singing we belong together beside moi....

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Wednesday, May 28 5:02 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Sun
hmm, today no music.. cos tmw o levels.. but i didnt really study.. lol.. then i was like slackin throughout...msged liyin about her dpa thing.. then received a reply from Khang Leng.. heh.. she say she will check for me.. omg, tjco blog that love suite played by HKCO is damn nice... then receive msg from Mr Sim. saying to meet after exam tmw.. then msged queenie awhile and stop... then msg jordan.. about yangqin the notes and stuff.. and khang leng msged again.. and say that most prob they will be playing this symphony no. 2 for chinese orchestra.. then asked jordan about it and he say got no yangqin in that song.. and he say he dunno how to change rubber and strings.. lol.. then was watching the charity show.. okay lah.. so-so only. then msg MS to remb to put the letter in the pigeon hole.. help my bro clear my cam from 10-10.35pm..and slept...

Mon
omg, woke up at like 4... cos of my bro..they all woke up.. then tried sleeping back but not that successful.. maid was like on-ing the lights here and there..then called dad at 6.. to asked about my IC.. and then wash-up and tried going back to sleep again.. just closed my eyes.. and then dad came at 7.15am.then school.
O Level Chinese!
okay, so i went sch and i went to buy coffee cos i was really sleepy...and i stupidly told the uncle i dont want sugar or milk.. then he just added abit of sugar.. then drank it in the foyer..while reading the bao zhang book once more.. then went toilet with saman and washed my face.. then went up..then.... i got rashes.. stupid. liyin say my skin like coming out le. LOL...then went in. with everything.. then did gong han for 40 mins before starting on bao zhang.. this bangla person was like omg.. then smell chicken rice suddenly.. came out.. realise bao se is newpaper publisher and i actually wrote wrongly! then went for break outside the hall and went for paper 2... okay, zong he tian kong wasnt that bad.. and then when it was 1215.. the person say 15more mins.. and got like 3 more compre questions.. then lucky can finish..then came out and compare answers.. then went for music... did some jap stuff.. fun then maths in foyer with saman, yating and liyin. then left for liyin's house.. came here, did my TJC application..and then did abit of lit before going back... at 6.30pm.. then study lit and did maths.. and slept..

Tues
Today had emaths paper 1 and lit... emaths was okay la... not that bad i suppose... though it's kinda difficult...during the break we were all in the foyer studying lit... samantha actually had a question we were trying to solve.. about BOO Radley, the knife and switchblade...then had lit.. miss L was like looking at us throughout the paper... did the question on Boo... started with the courage question though...and did unseen prose.. didnt really understand it! then after exams.. went down with yiusi to wait for her dad.. and look for miss S for my testi...and then she say she sent to TJC alr... then yiusi went home and i went foyer to "study" bio while waiting for yating and samantha..then saw miss S.. 1st reaction was how was the test? What question you do? Wait, let me guess.. a, b... A? and so i didnt really got the chance to talk la..and i was like erm.. i did A 1st then change to B.. and she was like.. oh okay, you dont look like you will do C... and i said... i never do passage-based questions one..and she was like okay.. then she was saying about it when miss L came.. and this convo went on:

S: hi! have you gotten the papers to mark?
L:oh, i am not marking paper 1..
S:okay. you have the timetable?
L:yup, but it's not with me now....
S:okay, do i have one?
L:yup mus get from mrs N. omg, can u imagine i was there for 2 hours?
S:where?
L:Hall. Cos i had to start and end the paper.
ME: yeah and she was like looking at all the students
L:ya, then what you want me to do?
Me: er okay.
L:hey, have you eaten lunch?
S:nope.
L:do u want go for lunch?
S:*thinks* okay.
L:Let's go parkway?we can cab there and have a quick one then you can come back here later
S:okay. you give me 5 mins?
L:okay. i will go find the aunty 1st. need to pass her these.
S:okay, so we will meet back here later..

5 mins later.........

*S comes out of SR. stands at the door. Looks right...

Me: she havent...(meanwhile, looks left)
S: OH
L:OH.so funny. like cartoon character like dat...
S:haha ya. let's go..
L:okay.. you know what, i want to eat parkway the ramen..
S:haha okay...
S: Bye!

then, somebody called my name and yeah, it was saman and yating.. and saman was like.. everybody's going off in pairs.then we walked out too..supposedly going to opp sch to eat... saw them walking to the busstop.. then me, sam and yating had a convo..

S: Where are they going?
A: they going parkway to have lunch..they gonna cab there.
Y: okay... so shiok ah.
S: then why they walking to the busstop the direction?
A: maybe they go out take cab or maybe change plan la..
S: doesn't really make sense..
A: they coming back later i think...
S: then what for go there... so free ah.
A: no la.. u know why...
S: why?
A:cos L wants to eat parkway the ramen...
S and Y: OH! it's nice!.
A:er okay... ( thinking maybe we should go there ah?)
Y: Let's got there and eat la?
S: eh, i dont mind leh..
A and Y: okay! then let's go..

and we walked off happily to the busstop near 7 11... took a bus to parkway and when we reached.. as we were walking to parkway.. at the durian shop, we saw the 2 of them..wanted to scare them... so i walked behind the 2 of them.. and then miss L saw me.. so i tapped miss S shoulder..and she turned around and said hi...

then samantha and yating started asking miss L why she set the paper so hard.. the both of them was like no ah.. the unseen was okay what..then she was like asking me which one i did and i was like unseen prose? and then they were buying durian la.. so after that while walking to cross the road... yating was saying the reason why she nvr do prose is cos it looks long... and miss L was like.. miss S, u know what... next time prelims rght, i m gonna set both prose and poem to be 2 page long...... and then we went off... ate at food court.. i bought food from hawker centre though.. chicken rice.. suppose to be beef noodles but it was close.. then after lunch i went hawker centre and saw my dad...and he gave me $20 to buy my CDs... took a long time choosing.. before finally settling on joanna wang and jeff chang's cd.. then went up to parkway tuition centre...studied bio and maths there with yating and saman.. dad called to say he was buying donut then.. and decided to buy for everyone... actually fixed the player in the tuition centre.. and while studying.. we listened to joanna's CD like 4 times?

then left at 4.30pm.. suppose to be 4pm but cos raining.. then yating was v nice.. we borrowed umbrella.. she sheltered me across and she herself after returning the umbrella, ran across.. in the rain.. thanks friend! while waiting for her to be back.. this uncle was like sit la.. u how old? oh, so u graduating this yr? then we went to busstop.. which was like no difference from no shelter places.. the rain was practically coming in.,.and i put my yangqin stick and DSA Folder in yating's bag before going to busstop to prevent it from getting wet.. then on the bus.. saw that yating was really wet! feel so bad.. she's all wet.. and my shoe was like soak too.. then at the busstop.. called grandma to come down with umbrella for me... then did my DSA application.. and then went for tuition and went home... practiced yangqin! did application... which was still undone.. then studied bio...and then cos of the donut..had a fight with dad...he was so demoralising! we fought like shouting... mum and grandma sort of help me... mum got scolded too...then i studied till 12.30am..msging huixian.. she consoled me la.. thanks friend! and she said she gonna sleep at 1am... she have been studying for very long le leh... but nvm.. then i slept la..

Weds
TJC-DSA Today!
Today went sch at about 7.30am.. virina was like hi, what did u do ytr? and i was like study? oh okay, what time u study until? and i said 12.30am? i was still msging huixian what.. and she was like oh.. okay no wonder u have such big eye bags.. was like thanks ah..had emaths paper...omg, the paper right was so....... got 10 question.. then qn 1-5 was can do.. and i thought like oh okay.. quite easy mah.. then qn 6-10 was like cannot do! circles and stuff.. then i totally forgot to study box and whisker.. so just agar agar do la... then had donut outside hall.. secretly la...me, virina, saman and yating was eating.. then they were studying bio which i had not much idea of.. went into exam hall... and i didnt know how to do the paper la.. so just stone..

then after exams, i went CO room with queenie.. took out yangqin to practice.. then brought donuts down for liyin and huixian.. surprisingly, huixian took the double chocolate one... then practice and CO ppl came.. they were like staring at me... and i felt so weird.. every time i start playing.. there will be ppl looking.. then i left for foyer... saw MS and so she was like did u msg me just now.. was like ya..and she saw.. then she say where's the CO room? and i suppose to go there to get my donut? Was like no need la.. i bring down for u.. meet u in 5 mins? and she was like oh okay.. are you okay? you look very tired? then i say aiya, i tell u later.. meet u in 5 mins.. and i went up to get the donuts.. and i told queenie i was gonna eat.. and she say maybe she will pei me go TJC if vincent replies before 1.50pm... was like okay.. gave a donut to luxuan and queenie before going.. then downstairs... saw sophia.. and she pei-ed me... MS took like 20mins? before coming back out... then i was like trying to get some sleep while i ask sophia to watch out for me.. then she came out and sophia tapped me to hard! and i was like what?!! and she said MS was out la.. then MS was like thought u fainted.. and then she was like.. eating the donut.. she took 2 la..both apple cinnamon.. then she was like good luck for DSA later..say that i must talk properly and not talk so fast later.. she keep thinking that it is an interview not audition.. and i told her about the fight with my dad ytr.. and then she said maybe i should try get some rest now... LOL.. then queenie came and we left... queenie took another donut...then we walked to the busstop... and went TJC.. bus 31! omg, we miss the stop and had to walk... but okay la.. not that far..

then at TJC.. was looking for the room and we didnt dare ask the ppl.. and when we finally asked.. the person was like she dunno... so...... then we asked another guy and he brought us there.. and outside the room.. i heard the jiang jun ling song.. but the slow version la..was like huh? then thought it was the tjco ppl playing but when i went in.. this SAC person was playing it.. and her fren was beside her..then queenie came in after i started practicing.. the 2 SAC ppl was like talking about me.. say i definitely play better than her then say she know queenie.. then after that i saw vincent ooi... and soon, had to go out for them to prepare for the audition.. and ask khangleng to help me tune abit the yangqin.. then outside, i ate my donut...and talked to the SAC ppl... and vincent was the 1st to go.. he was playing this song that had to hit the zhongruan one.. then after he came out.. he say the conductor commented on his playing that it was lousy.. then i was like huh? u lousy then i what? then i grew scared.. wasnt scare at 1st 1 lor.. then he told me some of the questions.. then the SAC girl went in.. her name's geraldine... then she came out and told me some of the questions and said she was so happy she didnt play until the note "khiang".. she told me some question too.. realised she doesnt have any grade too..

then my turn.. went in and sat down...played... i actually play until a few notes " khiang".. was like omg..then calm down abit.. and after my playing i thought the conductor was gonna say my playing was lousy.. and he was like not bad not bad.. and i was damn happy.. then he ask me questions...

C: do u know how to play other instruments?
Me:yes, i was in pipa before switching to yangqin
C: oh okay, how long were u in pipa?
Me:erm,1 month
C:okay. whose your yangqin teacher?
Me:erm, our school right. dont have a particular teacher for yangqin.. there's only 1 teacher for each section and for TBY, it's mr goh yew guan.
C:mr goh.. oh! okay. so he teaches u all or u all practice with ur seniors?
Me:if we have any thing we dont know then we will ask him, if not, we will practice ourselves with seniors and juniors.
C:oh so, u all learn by yourself? ( seems rather impress)
Me: yup, this piece i learnt by myself...
C: oh okay. u know or TJ ah, let's say we only like a few YQ.. then if we let u play 2nd instrument like percussion, would u be okay with it?
Me:can ah, play before.
C: okay. so u have the erm, piano background right?
Me:yup...

then the committee's turn.....

Com:when can we know your mid-year results?
Me:erm, end of the month.
Com:okay. have u applied for any other JCs under this scheme?
Me:erm havent yet.
Com:are u intending to?
Me:maybe not becos i more of like want come TJ. ( omg, my eng sucks in this sentence)
Com:okay...

*pauses a while.

Com: can i know your L1R5...... last year?
Me: erm, 28... (paiseh)
Com: okay, you may go...

then went out and ran to queenie... she waws there waiting for me... and i told her and the SAC person what happen and they were like okay.. then i ate my donut before leaving.. and i walked to the busstop myself... called gang during that period of time but only yating answered... then called mum to tell her.. and msged MS.. and she was like congrats, i am happy for u too.. then went home... slacked around before YY called.. say that badminton refuses to take him cos his L1R5 too low.. he got 22 and the badminton coach say they only accept 30 plus 40 the ppl.. was like huh? then called queenie to tell her and bath and studied for music exam... and slept only at 12am again...

Thanks queenie for accompanying to TJC TODAY!! =)

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Saturday, May 24 6:45 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Entrepreneur Committe 2008

Chairperson: Amanda Lim(my darling!)

Vice-Chairperson: Sherin Koh

Treasurer: Melinda

Secretary: Natellie Koh( my testi-writing partner!)

Sec 1 rep: Risa

Sec 1 treasurer: Charanpreet

WORK HARD, JUNIORS! DO US PROUD!

Love lots.

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11:55 AMl

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Sun
went hougang for music in the morn... went through practical.... played all the pieces.. then left for airport.. to eat.. with dad, bro, sis and grandma.. then went home...and slack...practiced piano.. mum came home and we counted money..then at night went raffles city to eat... din tai fung.. then walk to buy donut... and while mum and dad was looking for atm machine.. the rest of us walked around.. then we went to watch movie! watched iron man.. damn cool the show...then home at 11 +.....

Mon
HAPPY VESAK DAY!
wanted to ask saman out but she not free.. got tuition... so i stayed home the whole day.. haha nothing much lor.. just use com and did maths... and play piano... then at night did chinese.... ask saman about edusave but in the end still dont know how much to use.then slept at 12.

Tues
had chinese intensive again.. wah.. really dying of chinese le lah... then had lit and it was our last lit lesson....and she still haven recover from cough yet so was like straining ba... then left after giving her a letter and told about the article thing... then after sch was chinese.. no assembly so chinese move to assembly period...lao shi say when we finish writing our bao zhang then can go... so i wrote finish 1st.. and left...virina was there waiting for liyin they all la... then went for music..after eating with queenie.. did composing.. yay.. finish the melody.. just need to add the modulation and intro.. then left.. tuition at night.. did amaths.. then slept at 11+...after practicing yangqin and doing my CCA report....

Weds
today was damn slack.. other than chinese... no teacher for maths, no teacher for elect history..got back eng papers today... not bad... excluding situational, overall i got 62.5,.. ask for 1 more mark during recess... during maths, queenie and kim was using my CCA report as a guide.. to write theirs... then alot ppl in the class was writing too.. then went down to hand up at 11.55am... and wrote my personal qualifications downstairs...then went back and did amaths.. queenie helped me abit.. then bio practical... and then chinese again.. sian.... then after that i went to practice outside CO room using the old yangqin.. then saman came and we talk about entrepreneur election tmw... and waited for natellie..yating and saman went.. while i stayed with natellie.. she told me alot stuff and i was like wth.. and dunno what to do.. then walked to busstop.. saw miss S oso...then talked abit.. i wasnt even listening to what she was saying.. then at the busstop she was like turtle... her st pats student la.. then i left.. while on the phone with saman.. and miss S actually told saman that she is miss mak.. haha.. funny la.. then home... and did work til 12 again..

Thurs
chinese intensive in the morn as usual.. DSA got approved.. yay! then DPA application for the sch's approval started..did our own things during eng... then after sch was chinese again... had mock paper 1... and i finish at 4 when i can only leave at 4.15pm.. so me,yating,reg and saman went for "toilet" break.. where we went to buy food... then after that went back at 4.10pm.. and ask laoshi to let us go.. then left.. they ate maggi mee while i finish saman 1 for her..then went for entrepreneur elections...the 6 of us the votes worth 12... omg, amanda won the voting... our votes didnt really worked alot la.. but nvm, i am still quite ok with results.. furthermore, amanda is my darling leh.. haha...then talked to them after that for awhile... and then to amanda and natellie..mrs guna actually alked to them abit too...about what to do and stuff... and we are invited for lunch during their camp next week... then left.. had chicken rice.. new maid... and tuition..did amaths as usual....

Fri
Founder's Day Today! had Mass in the morn.. my class less than half came.. so sat in the hall with yating, yiusi and saman... then morn assembly and stuff... and finally mass started... sang some unknown hymns.. then had the usual mass routine and communion hymn was like huh? nvr hear before.. actually, all the hymns this time round sounded unfamiliar.then when we turn to our right.. we see all the teachers and we saw FT.. and she keep looking at us too! so during communion, we were like eh, lets all smile at her together.. lol.. but she nvr see la.. then had praise and worship... sang hold on to our dream and caritas, share the love... then had a performance by the MGDians! OMG, bring back so many memories... Nayan's dance just came back to me... then had certificates presented to them... then we were dismissed and mrs sim gave us our CCA reports...then recess...ate spaghetti..on the floor.. lol.. met liyin outsie sch to get DSA/DPA forms of other ppl and she burn wu jia hui's CD for me! Thanks friend!

then had chinese intensive..omg, me, yating and reg played bingo throughout.. then i went toilet 3 times within 10 mins..1st was with yating and reg to go there use toilet la.. then i received sms from mum saying i passed grade 6 theory! got 71! HAHA... then 2nd time was to ans my theory teacher's phone call and the last time was with yating and reg to listen to some funny video on yating's hp.... then we went back and continued playing Bingo! haha.. then last 5 mins.. lao shi said her impt stuff.. to drink water and stuff. then went up to hall to see our seating arrangements.. sitting somewhere in the middle.. then suddenly receieve sms.. regarding spring cleaning.. then ran back to class.. without the key... stupidly.. then queenie came with the key..and me and queenie left for music.. and omg, i forgot my amaths textbook and CD can... then supposed to end at 2.15 but at 2.25.. we went to the needlework room... i played 1st in the EOA room so in needlework room i just did coursework.. have to redo again! sian...and i hurt my muscles while playing the piano.. then when i ended.. it was like 3.30pm..yiusi came to find me before that to tell me about my eng and stuff.. and hey, i got 19/30 for situational! yay! so in total, i got 62.7 for english. :) anyways, FT went off alr.. couldnt get CIP hours from her! (cos i thought she will be either invigilating the chinese O level or wont be in sch on mon.. and i need to submit it by weds)then Mrs Lim said she will help me with maths and she left too.. then yating was like call her when i finish but she dont want ans.. and i was like damn agitated.. for everything...so i totally just cried when FT msg me saying she left sch alr.. and when i went com lab to find them..i just cried again.. and mrs L saw me and hugged me la.. thanks! then went to eat egg chesse sandwich.. only thing left.. then went back com lab.. realised i talked to Grace on the phone and not yating or samantha.. then apologised for scolding her when she came back..

then left for piano...today's lesson was okay la.. then home... ate dinner. OMG, today's dinner was finally something edible... new maid la..then went out for movie.. Indiana Jones.. called MS before that but she nvr ans.. then was worried until i told yiusi about it.. she msged me.. telling me it's okay... then she replied.. and i was more calm la.. cos got assurance from her alr..then homed at 11.30pm.. and slept... she actually slept at 9.50pm okay? haha...

Sat
Wah, today damn slack...woke up at like 10+ and then used com... watched one million stars on youtube.. omg, got 2 singaporeans got into top 10.... then went for maths tuition at 2.30pm.. after mum bought chicken rice for me and i ate it..then was msging camelia.. she's like late for ballet.. then went home.. bathed and studied abit.. with music on though.. then before that msged this TJCO person.. KhangLeng..but i realised they having concert today so most likely wont reply de...then sleep lor.. what else can i do? LOL..

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Sunday, May 18 3:14 PMl

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Weds
Woke up at around 6.30am.. then uncle arthur fetched me to sch... today got chinese intensive.. it's like 2 hours of chinese? was in classroom A.. and got back chinese Mid-year.. omg u know in the morn i woke up then sleep for awhile and i had a dream.. i dreamt that my bao zhang i got 38 and gong han got 18.. and it was sort of accurate.. bao zhang i really got 38... gong han i at 1st got 18 but wrong words so minus 2 marks... become 16.. was so shock.. but sad la.. my bao zhang got 42 de.. but too many wrong words so become 38.. then my pp2 sucks la.. only got 42/70.. my zong he tian kong only got 4/10.. is like wah lau.. very lousy leh. but not bad.. oral got quite high.. 35/40.. then overall is 74.5... omg can.. 0.5 more marks.. but lucky... they round up for me.. so got 75... then went on with chinese lessons.. then normal sch day la... after sch didnt have lit..so went for CO.. geraldyne was there..

THURS
had chinese intensive... wah lau.. can die... did some compre.. but lucky lao shi brought us to the multi purpose room then got aircon...but i sat with gabby..in the morn went to collect the melbourne form..was waiting for saman at the basketball court cos she went for CCA leader meeting... then talked to mr kocher!! long time nvr see him sia.. he gave me a sweet and told me where he went ytr.. cos it was raining? ok.. then melbourne.. the itineary was nice... but after that mrs ang collected it back.. then after sch had SS...went through globalisation... and went for entrepreneur...then selected a few ppl for com and ask them out.. talked to them for a while.. about committee...then left.. and tuition.. did amaths.. then went home...

FRI
no mass ex today.. had a talk on DSA...wah, it's open le leh.but have to get approval from the sch 1st... then went for chinese intensive... i sat in front cos huixian not here..then me and liyin was talking la... then went back to class..recess yating took my wallet.. super pissed.. after recess had chinese again... then after that was lit.. mockingbird again..but miss S gave us abit of time to rest.. cos all of us too tired...after chinese... then she was asking us about what we have and everything.. then left. after sch stayed with saman, yating and yiusi for awhile..then we saw mrs sim put up DSA stuff.. then i left for piano.. and home after that...

Sat
today is another day i wont forget....went bugis in the morn... had yoshinoya.. and bought more food and homed...had maths tuition at 2pm...had just send 2 msges to liyin and camelia.. and received a msg from MS... she ask me to buy teens mag and then msg abit.. then went east point with mum..sam came and mum left.. went to buy teens magazine.. and got shock... imm close the mag after sam showed me where's the editor's note... i saw a pic and the editor's name.. Cheryl.... omg can.. bought the mag while still dont know what's the editor's note about.. and then called MS..but she nvr ans. so went for tuition.. and then at 5.55pm.. she called back..and then told her i will call her back.. then after tuition.. went to eat kembangan crab bee hoon with sam and her dad.. very big portion.. then went to sam's house.... called M back.. and we talkd for 41 mins...had a good chat though..very relaxing sort la... shall blog about the details later on.. but just in conclusion.. had a good time talking to her... cos i finally had my qns answered. and i feel that she's really nice and theres something in her that relly touches me.. cos whenever talking to her.. got the nice feeling.. relaxing type u know...aiya, dunno how to explain la.. just that she's very nice can alr.. and i feel sad for her too... cos of her dad... but nvm.. shall dedicate something to her on 25th june..

1. She said her dad pass away when nobody was at home.. ( her mum was out visiting her uncle who was sick too)
2. Her dad was sick before that alr... no appetite, fever, weak etc..
3. Her Sis just got the job as teens magazine the editor..
4.she says we maybe can help in the interview of chinese pop artistes then write articles and translate for her sis...
5. She says lit is a living subject. Cos by writing the award i am analysing her and talking about my friends is oso lit.
6. my wallet incident with YT
7. she's gonna do her assignment on vesak day.
8. wallet incidnt with Mrs Sim
9. started off by asking alot questions about the article and she says next time dont tell u anything cos u ask so many questions.
10. said about that time the dad i overheard something.
11. about the cupboard incident of hers. her parents fought and her mum threw away the cupboard full of her young time pics..
12. she says she is moved by her sis for writing the article..
13. she fail amaths all the way till prelim.. last 2 weeks before o levels she practice and did ten year series. and she managed to get B4! pro!
14. she's bringing her nephew to church tmw..
15. her nephew is primary 2 and niece is 2 years old.
16. says that dunno who ah say want go church nvr go.( replied saying that she say she not suppose to talk about religion stuff)
17. when asked if she stay at FG, she says no she stay somewhere near there.. and then saman was like we are like 10 km away. and she say 10 km is very far leh.
18. she says just ignore those who always as if she was present.
19. she says she didnt come the other day was cos she's not feling well and that feeling well can be mentally, physically and etc.. like maybe cos she was abit upset.. also call not feeling well.
20. ask me if gary cao was popular.

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Tuesday, May 13 4:36 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

THURS
woah..this morn was just scared... cos dunno whether the class and FT will like the board anot..i was holding on to the key somemore.. so i walk with yiusi they all.. and we were like wa.. scary lei.. how? later the class complain not nice.. then we like walking v slowly.. cos dun dare to go open the door.. then when i open... ppl started coming in... then suddenly everybody went to the board. and all looking at the pics.. and they started saying we stole the pics from friendster.. which was true la... the class com and a few other ppl... then gt this one ppl keep complaining that how can we steal from friendster and she sat at the teachers table which i cleaned so hard ytr! so annoying.. and somemroe, we didnt steal her photo ok.so what's the prob... then went for lessons and KY keep asking me not to steal her photos from friendster..virina kept bugging us to bring her down.. i returned her her pic and she was like writing in cantonese that is she and lam feng the kid.. look like her right? was like huh? lol...then had eng.. and when FT came in, me and yiusi was like omg... she got see anot... she just walk in put her bag and greeted the class.. then we were like wa.. she nvr see.. then she was like i like the design of your class board...... who did it? and everybody was like alina and yiusi... wanted to siam then.. cos not suppose to say it's me and yiusi do de.... then she was like looking at the board now and then during lessons.. at the end when she was giving out the ws.. she was like is that me up there? witht the dog? was like ya.. then she was like ok lor.. then left...5 mins befroe maths ended i went downstairs to look for huixian they all.. then we cut cake for virina after sch.. without saman and yating though.. sorry... cos we heard from amelia they went opp sch to buy bubble tea.. then left the cake on their table.. then went to find her to get my poem back and talked abit.. she said mr S complained about us again.. was like ok lor.. and just did some explanation.. and ask her how's the class board... heh.. she said it's nice and ya... ask if the pic was ok though.. cos we just took her photo like dat.. then she was like ya u know that dog is not mine.. was like oh ok.. was actually thinking how can u bring dog to new zealand... will freeze to death sia.. then she was like is the new zealand ppl de.. so was like ok..then ask for plastic folder and left... then saw samantha and yating... they were like ignoring.. then after liyin, huixian and virina left.. i was like asking them.. then thye were like v angry why we nvr wait for them to cut virina's cake.. saman cried.. then they left.. msged liyin and huixian... then me and liyin was like damn freaking angry.. at night sort of msg abit.. went for tuition... was looking at horoscope books! then home-d and slept....

FRI
today went sch as usual...but earlier...went with yating and saman to find ms nor and sherilyn to help out for oral... then had 3 hrs of lessons... maths, eng, contact time and ss... FT gave us some words the ws.. and went through things for our eng exams on mon... then left for recess after ss... went through our midyear without the pps though..then ate chee cheong fun and went up to the hall at 11...reported to miss nor and she went to make announcment after giving us the name list to pass to the CP of each class..then mrs ng wanted us to sit outside.. but we were saw mrs oei and ms L playing the piano..so went to watch.. and mrs ng told them to look after us and not allow us to walk about.. must sit still down there..then we requested for them to play think of me.. and mrs oei managed to play without score! damn good lah.. and when she sai she sight-read... we were like huh? sight read.. sounds like u played for very long le leh... lol.. then ppl came and we were suppose to guard the door...

then after the ppl went into the gym, we went for our oral.. went to FT...cos miss nor act sent me to miss C and i was like huh? can dun want? can go erm... miss S anot. cos she was the only one who was ready and at that section... the miss nor was like er.. ok lah.. anything.. so i went to FT.. and when walking towards her.. she was like eh, why u come me.. go miss C la.. and my imm reaction was.. dun want dont kill me..then she was like later ppl say i bias.. didnt reply her and just sat down.. and then she became v serious.. ok, u may begin reading the passage once you are reading.. and i act stone for awhile...cause of yating.. she bu shaung me for going to miss S then she had to go miss C... and distracted by her phone.. finally saw it.. lol.. yiusi was telling me she change to this new sony ericsson phone which i didnt see till that day.. then i read so many words wrongly! i read three and thought and brilliant and hysterics wrongly! then the pic i was like dont really know.. she ask me what do u think the girl is thinking and i was like she must be thinking how friendly these tourists are and thinking that she must tell her friends about it... and then she ask me again... so what is she thinking? was like huh? i thought i ans u alr? but nvr say anything,.. jsut said.. oh she's very happy and...... then stone..then for convo.. the question was on performing arts.. she ask me if i have perform in public before and is public performing good. was like ya cos it builds one courage..and then she was like do u have any memorable performance? was like ya and talked about that time losing my yangqin stick.. and she was like oh so it's a bad performance? i think sometimes we should all let go these bad performances.. she sounded as though she was hinting something to me.. then the next topic was on tourism.. is tourism impt to singapore? was like dunno anything... so i practically stone for the longest time i could imagine.. and i just saw her writing all the while..then just said yes becos it helps increas the country's economy growth.. and she was like how? and i totally dunno.. and i said ph more tourists come so the shops will earm more money.. then she gave this huh look.. but nvm.. then the whole thing ended..a den she gave me feedback..told me all the wrong words i said.. and ask me to pronounce brilliant.. then left..

All of them finish le.. i was the last.. then yiusi and yating MIA.. so i did timekeeping... and huixian become the toilet aunty.. this time round very nice.. the ppl are all accompanied by us when they want go toilet.. then i yating and yiusi came back with bags of fruits for the teachers.. and i was doing a few timekeeping myself.. and appointing myself.. so shiok.. then my turn to accompany ppl go toilet.. went with christine and melissa.. omg.. one of them will to shit.. was like wth.. then went back and accompanied michelle the grp to the toilet then sandra the grp.. then finally do timekeeping in peace! then yiusi was helping le.. then did it for quite long...i was totally incharge man... oh ya,i saw my oral marks.. only 27/40.. but nvm lor.. then we just help with oral till the end.. the NIE trainees brought curry puff for the teachers... then mrs A Lim suddenly pass me a tablet of aspirin.. ask me pass to MS2.. and was like oh ok.. on one note, the teachers kept having breaks! then it was actually virina's turn and she got MS2 so i just showed her the medicine and then she was like wait 1st.. then some ppl were unhappy cos i sent ppl from yiusi's side to my side.. but the point is... cos that side came 1st.. then later i dun send u all 1st, u all say u all come 1st de..then pass the medicine to MS2 and she was like how come u know i need aspirin.. was like cos i know la.. then i walk away and told her is mrs A Lim give her de.. then i was like telling QS to moev infront and she nvr move aft telling her like 3 times so was like move infront... and i was like telling yiusi cannot just becos they dun want go then send them to other ppl... one of them was kendra.. she just refuses to move when we ask her to go to miss MA Tan.. then yiusi wanted to let her off but i was like cannot like dat.. then yiusi was like the next one i send her ok.. then really.. so suay...next one was Mrs L.. and was like see.. dont want go miss MA Tan then go Mrs L lor.. happy alr? haha... then i heard from Yiusi that XN actually rush to miss S.. then at the end, no more timekeeping so help out in collecting pink forms..then got sclded by YT.. then the whole thing ended.. was being nice to pattra and nadzimah at the end..

then mrs A Lim called me to follow her to her seat.. and there was a convo going on...

Mrs Lim: what's your name
Me: Alina
Mrs Lim: A-lin-a... Alina Mak is it?
Me: huh? how come u know my name?
Mrs Lim: Somebody told me before..
Me: huh? who?
Mrs Lim: *thinks for a few second* what class you from?
Me: 404
Mrs Lim: huh? you sec4? you look like sec1.
Me: ok.. so who told u..
Mrs Lim: What CCA you from?
Me: Chinese orchestra?
Mrs Lim: oh ok...
Me: why? FLS told you? Miss S told u?
Mrs Lim: oh, you very close to miss S is it?
Me: *thinks* er... er... in a sense that....(haven finish saying)
Mrs Lim: ok, i think is she told me before..dunno la..

then she ask me to help arrange back the table and chairs for mon's eng pp and paste the signs at reg 1 of each class the table.. so all of us arrange back the tables and chiars.. then arrange in the hall...then me and sam brought the cups down.. and YT was complaining ok.. then i was explainining to sam downstairs when we saw Mrs Lim.. then she was talking to these teacher when we found out it's her bday.. then after that i went to talk to virina when sam suddenly tell me it's MS2 bday too.. so qiao.. haha.. then almost the whole eng com was going to celebrate her bday with a few others like mr lee.. then sam they all left sch for opp to buy food while i went back to wait for my dad.. saw the teachers leaving.. in a few cars.. and MS2 got a card... then sam came back and she gave me her milktea.. then went siglap to buy chicken rice and homed..

bath and ate.. then went for piano.. and took bus to esplanade after that.. met queenie at national library and sarah on the bus.. then borrowed some books... went to meet the rest and concert! was msging her la.. then the concert was like nice... the saxphone player was really good.. then before the concert me and queenie was standing at the entrance msging.. then record abit of the songs.. and during interval, wen to get the saxophone player's signature.. then after concert.. went for supper.. in fact, dinner with joey, samantha, sarah and crystal.. then went home with crystal.. dad came to fetch us.continue msging her.. ask about GP in JC.. then slept..

Sat
woke up used com and went down for tuition after eating the donut.. then during tuition.. me, delphine and camelia continued to look at horoscope books.. then went home.. and went for chem tuition.. msn before that.. with XN.. then msg her instead.. then during tuition.. learned all those we dont really know.. then it was pulled back abit.. then went for dinner... airport soup restaurant... saw xiang yun and edmund chen while queing.. then mm actually talk to the son... was wow-ed by her.. then when dad came.. i told him and he was like they still human like us.. nothing interesting..then edmund chen keep looking at him.. and suddenly he walked over.. and he asked.. u frm catholic high right? and my dad was like ya.. then they started talking..then i told my mum and she ask me to queue for her while she join them in the conversation...then i called my bro to come queue for me and i went too.... my mum actually was a "fan" of xiangyun's mum the bee hoon when she was young.. then they talked... and i took a photo with xiang yun after that... i exchanged numbers with the son too...then dinner... and was laughing all the way cos i asked a question.. why must the government continue to reclaim land and why must there be population growth.. lol.. then i went to pay, and saw edmund chen again.. then said bye and then home-d while still msging XN..then slept..

Mon
KC MARKING DAY! but we sec4s have got exam.. eng exam... had paper 1 in the morn.. was memorising the format ytr.. then had exam... i sat at the back again.. then today not many teachers.. just 2 and the rest were sch support staff... then i wanted to write on question 2... which was teachers have to set the example for their students to emulate.did mindmap but halfway through, couldnt think of anything. so changed to question 3.. fondest childhood memory.. then wrote about going to hk when i was six and my uncle proposed to my aunty.. abit the fake la.. then after that.. wrote situational.. i actually wrote on make ot break a record.. then after exam... we actually realise that those of us who wants to go JC (yiusi, huixian, virina, me)wrote about fondest childhood memory while those who wants to go poly(liyin, samantha,yating) actually wrote about Secrets.in our exam notes... it was shown the points on how to write the topic secrets.. then paper2... quite ok...then while teh pp was collected.. mr S came and told us that we no need go music today..then on the way out of sch, saw miss S... and she was like how the paper? was like ok la.. and told her about the secrets thing. and she said oh no, i didnt see the eng pp at all... then said the notes was taken from some slides prepared for st pats last time..then we left... then halfway agreed to go Parkway to meet sophia.. so went.. ate macs.. then went back at 1.40pm.. then waited for saman and yating with sophia at sch busstop.. then finally sophia left.while i continue waiting for her... then met them and stayed in sch to study..studied the mole and acid, bases and salts.. saman says i have to be sch early tmw to recap with her.. haha.. then home and watched tv.. then bath, ate and continued studying..tried studying hist but nothing went into my head.. then slept at 11.30pm and set alarm to wake up at 5.30am...

Tues
Woke up at 5.30am to study history.. but still,nothing much went into my head..then went sch at 7.10am like dat.. sat at the bench and saw liyin walking in.. then YT just had to say something that sort of anger me. so i was like i go look for liyin.. and left.. then she walk to the basketball court.. and announcement was made suddenly.. to go to the hall.. so walked up with liyin.. then the grp was there... and after huixian came, realise that we had to go the other side of the hall.. so went and exam! omg, i finish my history.. everything,.. i wrote about hitler when huixian and virina wrote about treaty of versailies that qn.. nvm.. then stayed at the foyer to study chem with the grp.. me and sam were revising together while the rest did their own too.. but we took part in their revising convo... then i went toilet and went outside hall..then i forgot about the reactant and particle thing and yiusi say i went toilet got it flushed out issit? lol.. then in the hall.. suddenly avina ask me about speed of reaction graph and i didnt know so we came up with some lame reasoning.. then ask aisyah and she told us.. so yep.. must thank her.. then exam.. chem was ok la.. i dont know how to do the mole questions... then after exam.. yiusi was like tearing cos she dont know how to do.. then was thinking got that difficult meh? then sat at the foyer with yiusi and sam for awhile and went for music.. compose 4 line out of 8..wah, somebody msg me twice during music leh.. then went to class to meet yiusi and sam.. they doing 404 class board.. as in touch up.. then we went to buy noodles and ate there...had to use the posters that miss S gave to hide.. then yiusi left and reg came.. i cleaned the projector while sam and reg use com to view you are the one the stuff...then was msging the person who msged me during music.. then left at 3... use com at home and then went for tuition... nothing much... did only 4 questions i think....

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Wednesday, May 7 9:09 PMl

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Sun
had music at hougang today.. 10.30am.. damn early..managed to catch abit of the show about motor racing.. u know the cartoon one... then at hougang,practiced my pieces... for mon's mid year practical exam.. then left at 11.35 like dat.. went home to get my stuff and went to parkway to meet huixian to study.. saw yiusi, sherilyn, amelia chen cheryl etc... then we walked 2 parkway food court and hawker centre and mos burger but all full.. so decided to stay at macs.. redeemed 2 burgers. mcchicken for me and fillet-o-fish for huixian.. then ate and started studying while msging xinning and yiusi...then at 4pm, we went to get materials for the board on weds... and my yang zong wei CD Too.. then went home at 5pm.. dad came and wanted to bath and start practicing piano but mum called for me to help grandma and maid to cook.. so went to help.. i have learnt to open eggs! yay! then cooked and went to eat.. mum came home, had a quick dinner and went out with dad.. then i practiced piano from 7- 1045pm with a short break between 9.30pm-10 to bath.. went to photocopy te phantom of the opera and my piano practical scores..then slept at 12mn...All the while was msging XN… about class stuff.. had been msging since sat le.. and it’s like my sms gonna use up le.. lol…

Mon
today had music practical exam. after sch, me and queene ran to miss sim in the music room to get her help in photocopying our scores... then went up to practice for 5 mins with joey before going for exam.. waited for awhile outside hearing queenie play.. she stop halfway for reverie eh.. then went in, he told us about our work we had to do later and said he wanted to slap me? then had my practical exam... sonatina was ok.. reverie was like not that ok.. hair was falling, causing my eyes to hurt and when i tried to fling it away, i played 2 bars wrongly.. then bartok was like not good as usual.. then went down, tried to get the cleaner to help us open the room.. then i went out to call pearly for awhile.. then went back and he came... we did some composition and he complained about me not doing my work seriously? 13 out of 40? wow... then last 15 mins, we did our prelim coursework.. i memorised all the poem and after, me and queenie stood outsie trying to type the poem in her hp when he came back suddenly.. then went toilet to finish typing.. and left.. dad came to fetch me.. then home... and msged liyin while "laminate" class photos and tried studying SS for awhile.. then slept..

TUES
Had sch as usual today.. did mockingbird to as usual.. trying to finish chap 24.. but cannot la.. was getting the ppl to sign the card during lessons.. from chem. to SS. Then after sch had Chinese remedial during assembly cos no ass due to exams.. then went for music coursework.. stupid can.. had to delete the whole thing at the end of the lesson.. wasted my 45mins.. then got scolded for half an hr.. then left and went for tuition.. came home, I studied for SS from 10pm to 11.45pm.. then from then on to 1am.. I wrote the letter… and wrote in the card too… had to squeeze.. then slept at 1am.. oh, for PE in the morn, we played floorball again.. fun eh.. had to drift the ball to the cone and turn back.. then had a short game with felicia’s group.. they so pro.. we were like hitting each other can.. I keep hitting QS’s leg and so did she. Keep snatching ball.. fun la..

WEDS
Had SS Midyear today! Was sitting at the back of the hall.. like the 3rd counting form the back.. then I started with my source based quite well.. I think the inference qn was quite easy.. but when I came to qn D, I had only 40 mins left…so I just started on my essay.. I finished part a at 9.05am when the end time was 9.19am.. a lot of us thought we saw 9.49am… cos the person who drew it was like.. didn’t draw very well.. then I went back to source based.. 5 mins on qn d and 5mins on essay qn part b.. only wrote 1 short paragraph for it…. Then handed up.. then from 9.40am to 10.10 am was break.. went to look for FT to pass her the card.. and she was like happy.. say we sweet then we told her is not from us.. it’s from 404.. then she was like ya I know..and then she was like the card is nice who make de.. then not suppose to say.. but liyin, huixian and virina was like start with X de….. she didn’t get the hint and was like huh? Who? Then virina was like the only X in the class.. then she was like huh? Dunno lei.. eh, Chinese name issit? And the 3 of them was like ya.. then she said XN ah? The 3 of them said yes together.. and she jumped.. as in literally jump.. but not those high high one la.. just a small jump backwards..then we all started at her.. she was like really ah? And we were like ya, shock ah? And she was like ya, why? The shock is shown on my face ah? Was like ya… then helped virina ask her to write bday msg for her.. then while she was writing halfway, she started laughing and said… this is the 1st time I am writing bday msg….. upon request.. was like funny can.. virina ah.. keep asking ppl to write for her.. then while writing she, we all had random talks.. and she was like u all v sweet.. and I was like ya I know.. u say a lot times alr.. and u will find us even sweeter tmw.. and she was like why? And I simply refuse to tell her why.. then she suddenly went. Nobody told u all about the student of the month ah? Was like no.. then she was like for February was…. And march is… and I had already known so it’s like repeating for me la.. then she was like I choose for april alr… guess who… was like guessing but all wrong.. then she said is somebody we wont expect… then in the end, no ans revealed…went toilet then went back.. passed her the poem and left for Chinese paper… didn’t managed to write 1 last line fro the compre.. short of time AGAIN.. mus buck up on my time management!

Then went for chem…. Mrs K again.. then left a t 1.20pm… went to class to do the board… walked up and down at the start… saw miss t and she was so interested in our class board.. she followed me up to class to see and gave us ideas.. but nvr use.. she even spied on 406.. then with her help, gotten materials such as double sided tape.. then went Friendster to steal photos… and went com lab to print with the help of grace… then went to class.. laminate the photos and finish the boxes.. and pasted everything up.. and by then, liyin was drawing the words alr.. cos of her poor skill of estimatin the drawing space… she had to draw together instead of together.. then she not happy.. so redo.. was playing songs from yating’s phone.. and she helped in outlining too.. then yiusi left.. and followed by yating.. she went parkway for tuition and to get virina’s cake.. then we continued.. added stuff like hearts and liyin was like asking me a 1 word that is able to describe the class.. was like quote la.. so I said.. 1 class, 1 love, 1 404.. then she was like nice eh.. in the end we change it abit..1 love, 1 class, 1 404.. not much diff though.. then we drew hearts.. and realized huixian cant draw hearts…then we pasted everything.. touch up abit.. and while they were drawing.. I had nothing to do so I took a FBT shorts.. left in class unwanted.. and started cleaning the class.. with water from my bottle.. I cleaned the side table, packed it,cleared the melted sweets by virina! Then cleaned the dictionaries, computers, shelves, windows and everyone’s table….teachers table too… found a lot of material in the drawer of it.. Then cleared up and left at 6… we spent four and half hours doing the board.. just the 4 of us… plus yating and we managed to finish it.. nice and well done! So proud of ourselves.. I even managed to clean the class.. then came home and slacked! Using com…

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Saturday, May 3 2:45 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

saw this on queenie's blog. think it's very meaningful. for 404.

Gone with hatred, i pray to God.
Gone with the stares, i hope from Lord.
Start on a new note, you and i.

it's reads four-oh-four,
spelling out forever.
certainly not, and definitely not,
D-I-E.

Swings in new mood, we hope to bring.
Swings in new hope, we pray to get.
A chance for you, a chance for all.

Hey who knows, we might be the top!
for all we know [;

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1:44 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Thurs
LABOUR DAY! got woken by my mum at 9+ to go cafe cartel with them.. refuse to go with them at 1st but went with them in the end.. reached there ard 10am.. then ordered our food and they said had to wait for 20 mins.. but in the end, my bro's food came only at 11am! abit stupid though..then went home to get my books and went for chem tuition.. met saman downstairs..went to get some food and went up... had tuition. did questions on acid, bases and salts.. mole concept oso..then left with saman to take train.. then home and started using com..in the evening went out with my family to spizza at harbourfront.. ate many pizzas and pasta..then went cocoa trees to get chocolates.. bought it at buy 3 get 1 free.. and each only cost like $2.55?camelia msged me for bio papers.. then home, find the bio papers and went down for tuition..then homed...
Fri
today was a damn nice day... Miss Sim actually apologised to us..she came in and started saying.. i know u all have been the compre but miss tan took over my lesson when iw as not here which was good. so u all continue with the compre. but before that cn u all stop and listen to me say something 1st. jsut put down ur pens...... and she started saying about all the things that happen since the start if the year and that she didnt start out with the right foot.. and as she say, she continue with apologies.. more than once lei.. she just kept saying sorry and expressed how much she love our class.. she just said she love us.. and say she just have a fondness for us.. then at one point when she was really apologising furiously, she cried.. even as she said all her words and stuff, i was alr crying.so was yiusi and liyin.. and i just kept looking away from her. i looked out of the windows.. then suddenly filzah was like i think we should all apologise too and a part of the class said sorry.and she was like it's ok.. and she actually apologised to ningrong personally.. and say what sorry i know u cried in the lecture theatre that day.then the whole thing ended and we all began doing our compre.. i didnt do lah.. talked to yiusi all the way through.. after class, went to give her the chocolates.. and she was like dont always come out, later they say u suck up and stuff again..

then during recess, dunno why but i just felt quite full although i was quite hungry before that.. then as i was trying to gobble up my rice.. miss tan suddenly called me and said to see her after i finish eating.. and i was like.. cfm about miss sim that thing one.. so i just didnt finish my food.. for once and went to her with my mouth still full.. and she was like.. haiyo, u should have finish your food before coming to me.. then i was like ya ok, why? must be about miss sim that thing right.. and she was like no, it's about you and me.. and i went very puzzled.. then she apoogised to me for sort of "scolding" me that day and explained that her brain was really cramped with alot of stuff thus, not being able to think that well cos she had a long day too with many remedials to attend.. then i was like i dun want to hear but she just kept on saying.. and then i just told her how miss sim apologised and then she was like asking me to pass a msg to aisyah to tell her to ask the class to apologise to miss sim sincerly.. esp those who were against her before that.. then left.... during lit, she apologised again.. didnt really hear la.. then did mockingbird.. and after that was maths.. totally did nothin.. was playing with virina's handphone and her sketch book with all the birthday msg inside..didnt have any lunch breaks btween it.. cos decided that we will just continue.. then liyin msg us.. then ended sch at 3.15pm.. went canteen to buy food and went to com lab 1 to do music composition.. managed to finish the modulation and secondary dominants.. then left at 6... came home and did abit of chem homework...and watch the last episode of mi tu! omg, alex's biological dad got killed in the end...
Sat
played around for the whole morn... com and stuff.. then went for chem tuition... laughed all the way again..revised on mole concept and went through the east spring paper then went to guang dong xiao chu at eastpoint for dinner again... had a quick dinner although they were serving very slowly and went popular for awhile.. heard songs by sammi cheng. nice.. then went home and practiced piano for quite long.. like 1 hr+.. stopped at 10.30 like dat.. then went to sleep...

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Friday, May 2 10:18 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today was a damn emo day... i really love the part where she apologised... it's really touching.. how she apologised to NR... how she shed tears for it. it just totally shows how affected she is.. she knew she was in the wrong and she apologised. and that's very uncommon of ppl.. to admit their mistakes.. and she said she love the class... abit mushy and stuff but hey, it's a good thing... all this while although to her we didnt seem to meet her expectation, she nvr did condemn us.. u all would have known that she did her best for the class.. she helped in the CNY deco when her leg recovered, she helped during family day with the making of tea, getting of hot water etc becos she thought that was the least she can do... and i thought that at least we had a FT who gave her assistance in class projects..

i just wanna make a note here.. ok, i may be able to "communicate" with her more.. but that's totally out of class time, out of sch hours.. in class, it is still a norm relationship that any of u have with her. it's sort of "professional" u know.. so i hope all of u will stop saying things like... oh i am siding her, she's bias to me... etc.. becos that's not the truth. i dont intend to blog a whole chunk to prove that all these are untrue becos i dont see the need to. a few days ago, somebody told me, i dont have to justify for others, i just have to justify for myself. so yup.. if u all want to continue saying, go ahead,, it doesnt matters to me anymore.. everything is unimportant other than having nice friendships, relationships etc with the ppl around me in sch. there's only 6 more months more before we really graduate and if we dont make use of this time fully and not do certain things becos we are afraid ppl will talk about it and stuff, then it will be a regret. I dont want to have this regret and i just want to tell all of you, you all can maintain that relationship with her too instead of going against her, unhappy with her. well, i mean i was sort of angry too about her scolding the class unreasonably, but sometimes, when u really think about it, look from a diff angle, u will not be that angry. if you are willing, i am sure u all will get to know her much better and find her a really nice person.

We are ONE class.
it is difficult for 44 different paths to cross and it should be as difficult for 44 paths to seperate.