Look at the stars. dont you feel the joy of heaven on earth?♥

Wednesday, April 30 11:52 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

I just wanted to make that apology. you didnt reply and i understand. you need the time to cool down. dont be too worked up. it's my fault yeah? if i hadnt say anything, nothing would have happen. so sorry. hope you are better now. you always told me to leave things in god's hands and the prob will finally be resolve. so now i am giving back what you have taught me to you... leave it in god's hands ok? feel the joy of heaven on earth yeah? i know you are a nice person. you are a great and significant person in my life. i appreciate every single thing from the day i met you till now, whether is it the good or the bad. and i definitely feel bad seeing you like that cos it's my fault. i really hope you'll be ok yeah?

CHEER UP MY DEAR ********.

I doubt you will be seeing this but this post is dedicated to you.. if you happen to read it, then i hope you will accept the apology. to end off, here's something my friend from YISS sent me recently. i read it the day where i told u i didnt really believe in God. somehow or rather, whenever i lose trust in god, there will always be something like dat to regain that trust and confidence. so i thought it'll be nice to share with you. enjoy.

God
Hello. Did you call me?
Me
Called you? No. Who is this?
God
This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.
Me
I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something.
God
What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.
Me
Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.
God
Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.
Me
I understand. But I still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.
God
Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.
Me
Tell me, why has life become complicated now?
God
Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.
Me
Why are we then constantly unhappy?
God
Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.
Me
But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?
God
Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Me
But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.
God
Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Me
If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?
God
Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better not bitter.
Me
You mean to say such experience is useful?
God
Yes. In every term, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.
Me
But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?
God
Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.
Me
Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading.
God
If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.
Me
Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?
God
Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing your road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.
Me
In tough times, how do you stay motivated?
God
Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.
Me
What surprises you about people?
God
When they suffer they ask, 'why me?' When they prosper, they never ask 'Why me'. Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.
Me
Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.
God
Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be.Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.
Me
How can I get the best out of life?
God
Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence.Prepare for the future without fear.
Me
One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.
God
There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.
Me
Thank you for this wonderful chat.
God
Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live. 'Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take but by the moments that took our breath away!'

Labels: All around my Idol, Life outside School

Tuesday, April 29 6:35 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Thurs
had biology extended curriculum... fun leh.... in com lab..heard this song the big yellow taxi..then stayed in sch with saman and virina to study chinese... virina stop her chinese teacher and started asking her to write out the format of bao zhang and gong han and si han.. and i was practically reading out the format while she wrote it... and she was like wow.. u actually memorise the format alr? i was like ya,.. we do everyday of course can memorise... then after that i asked her oral.. and i was jokingly telling her.. eh, tmw i go to u for oral lah.. then u give me higher marks... lol..then went home at 6+.. saman's dad sent me home.. then had tuition and ya... home...msged M and was asking her all sorts of questions about god... then went to sleep.. had a nice "chat" with her...

Fri
had chinese pp 1 mid-year today.. was sitting at the side.. then miss Sim was my row's the "invigilator". did gong han which was like dots... cos didnt really know what to write.. was about mosquitoes.. and i rewrite leh.. wasted abit of time.. i asked for mroe papers after that cos the sch's into saving the environment and gave us 3 papers each! and i used 2 pieces for gong han and one more which i wrote wrongly... and for the 1st time in all my chinese exams.. i did bao zhang.. the bao zhang was quite ok.. except for the starting.. not enough points for the reason part.. then the suggestion part i wrote 4 points.. then at the end still got 15 mins left.. so i checked my paper.flow of my sentences and wrong words.. then handed paper up..during the exam, was partially distracted somehow...and another thing was that the clock dropped down..i saw the glass piece bounce up eh.. damn shocking.. but ms C was damn calm...anyways, me and yating went out 1st.. cos we sitting at the side.. then went down to canteen to eat.. had noodles.. then went back up to the hall for listening compre... then funnily, the inviligilators were given the papers and they started following to find the ans for the qns during the exam..haha wonder if they understand.. then went down to canteen and we all started talking.. playing the word game(related to food).. then gave miss S the appeal letter for EMDD.. and went up for oral... waited for quite a while.. during the waiting period, me and reg was playing the word game.. but in the end, we changed it to a xiao ming word game.. which saman join in later on..then we started a new game of word game before going out of the room.. quite difficult the passage. at certain parts, i didnt know words.. then i jump from the seat leading to needlework room to the seats leading to bio lab while nobody saw except liyin they all.. then i was supopsedly the 1st few but ended up being the last few... then i wanted to go in that time, the teacher left the room and ask me to wait outside again.. then in the end, i got mdm wu!! omg, it's damn funny.. cos i went in knowing it was her, i started laughing.. and when she saw me, she started laughing as well. when i sat down, she said.. so coincidence,you really got me as ur oral teacher.. and i was laughing like siao.. and 2 calm myself down, i said lao shi zao. then she didnt ask me to start or what.. so i just started when i haven't even calm down yet.. and my lang du was a total disaster!! cos i will burst out laughing halfway through.. can hear my tone keep going up and down.. lang du suppose to get v high marks one leh.. then convo was about tuitions... and i was just crapping all the way through.. then when she ask me if i got anymore thing to say.. i wanted to say yes but in the end, said no.. and what came out was so hoarse..then she say ok, pass lah.. and i stoned at her with huh? and she said, pass lah can go alr.. and i was like oh...ok.. and ran out of the room laughing.. then the whole group of them was waiting for me...and i couldnt stop laughing and all of them thought i got fls for oral... then left and went to see FT... and before i can start talking.. fls came and i was like lao shi zao. then she scolded me... infront of FT.. damn badly can.. he last sentence was i dont want to talk you again.. was like huh? oh on.. then FT started telling me.. she sort of understood through that short convo of me and fls.. then she talk and i wanted to tell her my views on 1 of the point when she said.. you are not listening to me... and was like...... ok, i managed to hold back my tears.. then left at 2.. called yiusi at the busstop and talked.. and left for parkway.. walked around till yating answered my phone! then met them outside diva and continued shopping.. i wasnt sure where they went cos i was too engrossed in telling them about what happened in school.. then left for sch with saman.. buying a burger from macs b4 that.. then sat in sch with saman till 4.25pm. when i talked to Y.. me and saman was trying to recall how wonderful memories we had back in sec2.. then talk abit to Y and left for katong mall for piano.. then went home after that..after dinner, mum told me about the master and the things that happened to my relatives..then msged M... then slept...

Sat
went for piano again in the morning...then went home... slack and use com...on the way home.. msged liyin.. and talked about what happen ytr..then at home, i cooked myself..chaotic sia..i managed to fry an egg.. then after that i went for chem tuition.. met saman before that.. bought food from banquet.. and of course, my onion rings.. then went T3 with her family after that..3rd time going there.. ate at crystal jade shanghai restaurant..had this set meal.. then we talked about Mas Selamat and some minister cos mum called to say we are bowling with PM tmw.. then went to her house...played the piano.. my family came over to saman's house after that.. they were talking like my mum and her mum was talking about the master thing... while saman's dad was telling me about football! watched a match between liverpool and burmingham.. saman gave us some stuff her mum bought from bangkok.. then left at 11pm...

Sun
Went to downtown east early in the morn.. stupid cannot park there must park at the HDB flats.. registered and went into the bowling alley.. this person called elaine came to brief us as well as another person ho was our "cheerleader".. then aunty lydia they all came after we changed our shoes and gotten bowls etc.. while waiting for them.. took photos on the bowling alley... lane 13 and 14! elaine thought i was below 12 and she said nvm, u pretend u are 12 today yeah? then played with arisha and learnt some cheers.. PM then came in... quite grand sia.. then he bowled... once only.. not bad eh,, got 9 pins down.. then he walked in and on the way out he talked to us.. about where are we from and how long we've been bowling.. then we all started bowling.. 1st shot i got strike.. but my mum was fiddling with the thing so not recorded.. 1st round i got 96....then 2nd round got 84... abit lousy but considering the fact i haven't been bowling for qutie some time, it's quite good actually.. then they served us lunch.. salmon and rice and some vegetables/ fruits.. then the whole thing ended at 1.45pm.. went for music at hougang then.. cakes u know.. then played and left.. came home and use com, did some work...slept...

Mon
in the morn before morn assembly, was talking to avina about bowling ytr.. and she got damn excited.. say we go next time eh.. then while walking back to class she was telling me about her coach being uncle lim.. then had history..didnt study for the test but quite ok lah...source-based..then had chinese..laoshi talked about our papers.. our gong han quite badly done i suppose.. then had lit.. went through CA2.. Midsummer..got 14/25 and 11/25.. ok lah.. i didnt go remb any examples u see.. and she commented that i should on my paper..and i couldnt fix the visualiser and she was pissed off i think.. then cos of oral, we didnt have lessons after recess.. so me, saman and yating went canteen..supposedly to rehearse our scirpts.. but ended up talking.. but i managed to memorise the starting... then GY and FT came into the canteen and started eating and stuff..distraction.. cos they sat parallel to us.. then they left while more teachers sat there.. then reg came down.. went up to the hall.. went to class before that to visit huixian they all.. at 12.10nn..played with the mics.. till mrs lim came..and rehearse only at 12.45pm. cos sherilyn wasnt here with the slides yet.. then they changed the slides and stuff.. so ma fan.. then suddenly, i had to do the sales forecast part.. sian sia.. then when the thing really started.. was nervous.. leg was wobbly.. but the startin i think i did well... then went for lunch while queenie was alr in the canteen..then she went opp while i waited for her.. until 3pm..late lah.. and had music.. nvr finish composing u see. so had to do it after he taught us how to write the log.. then packed up for practical at 5.5opm.. i coudnt find them after i went to the foyer.. and i ran ard but still cannot find., in the end, they were in the music room.. cos i thought teachers meeting so didnt check.. then he left.. so nvm lah..grandma and bro was outside my sch.. left with them.. btw, wanted to say sorry to mdm foo but she kept saying she busy she no time.. so ended off quite pissing off..

Tues
everything went well except till lit.. FT was angry for the noise level when we came in becos 405 havent open the door yet so when she came, everybody was v noisy.. then she not happy alr.. so when we told her that why are we doing midusmmer when u said Tkamb.. she told us to stop grumbling... then when we said we have got no books.. she tried to help by putting it on the screen.. but somehow or rather.. there was just this tension lah.. then she asked XN to get out of the class which she really did.. immediately.. then when NR was putting her pen in her pencil case, she scolded her for packing up. then NR not happy so she turn and face me and she scolded again..then after that had bio, they were all complaining..and ,ms tan was like huh? then we didnt have bio lesson except for some 15 mins.. cos they were all complaining.. then when XN came in that time,everybody clapped.. in front of FT.. then XN went to get her books and came back in.. with ms tan puzzled.. then they complained the whole story.. and when ms tan asked if there were one neutral person.. they all looked at me.. but somebody said.. i think she's on FT side alr lah.. and before that she told NR to not say so much cos there's a "worshipper" here.. then i left..and the whole thing was quite funny cos NR told it in a funny manner and she even talked till she cried.. then i left.. had to prepare for presentation.. was suppse to talk today cos sherilyn and sam had drama.. then i went back in with the key..and they were like omg.. then i went in after that cos had to called heidi out.. a teacer wanted to see her.. then i saw FT... didnt really talked much.. just ask if she was ok.and she left, i left too.. for presentation.. my starting wasnt as good as ytr cos i cut short..but my leg wasnt that wobbly as compared ot ytr although i was more nervous.. said decided and 2004 wrongly.. then after that, we were up at the galleria... at 2.10pm.. saw ms tan and talked to her.and left..dont have chinese remedial today but i did alot of thing.. i managed to say sorry to mdm foo..helped her too.. get CO room key and stuff.. then went for lunch with yating opp sch... yu rou mee fen! bought soyabean to drink before that too.. although i drank a cup in sch during recess earlier on.. saw GY buying food too..then went back sch.. sat at a bench and started to play the word game.. then left at 4.20pm.. reached home, used com and stuff..talked to XN.. she said some ppl thought i didnt want to continue hearing so i left the class..but nvm.. she's a nice person lah.. bathed and tuition... we ate alot of cookies today.. delphine brought it over.. nice eh.. i want buy next time.. heard this funny story of micaela... then home.. watched last 15mins of mi tu..used com to talked to dorra.. quite inspiring her words.. then at 11.10pm.. received a msg.. wanted to sleep alr but cos i was being nice.. i msged the person till 12+... consoled her abit here and there.. got scolded by her though.. then went to sleep...

Wed
FT didnt come sch today.. suspect that is becos of the class matter that she didnt want to come.. then ms tan took the class for eng instead.. talked abit about what we should do.. then i told them i wasnt siding anyone during amaths.. and ya... sort of ok alr lah.. then they were like saying actually she's nice.. helped out in class deco and stuff.. then had lit remedial.. went to 406 the class.. quite ok.. learnt quite abit.. then went home imm.. while aisyah msged me to find the key for her? was home alr.. so just gave yiusi's number to her.. practiced piano! nothing much...

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Wednesday, April 23 8:43 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

today had lessons as usual... in the morn, i was nearly late.. left house at 7.15am.. then rush for prize giving for the chinese essay writing competition.. sat behind elizabeth cos liyin wasnt there at that area.. then liyin walked soo slowly that mdm foo just ask me to go up 1st.. my envelope was blue.. haha.. miss lam said well done and stuff.. then i went off abit awkward.. oso dunno why.. then had to sit back there.. after that, mdm foo told us it's the sch bookshop voucher... cool eh..

1st period was maths.. continued with integration.. not bad eh.. at least i sort of get the hang of it now... then had SS... we went through our chap 2 revision test.. and i got 7/13 for my essay.. ok lah.. then overall i got 16/29.. then did the chap 5revisiont test in a game form.. our group won eh.. 11 points! then had eng... did oral com today... miss sim will give us a theme and prompts on it while we suppose to write as long as we can for it.. the themes were friendship and lifestyles.. but after that, started talking to yiusi about the chicken drumstick encounter ytr.. then recess...

after recess was chinese... carried eng files up before that.. chinese we were doing this bao zhang thingy.. then after that we had bio lessons.. we continued on ecology...copied alot notes today... then had elect... did some grp work thingy.. then went for lunch.. ate wanton mee and chem extended curriculum... mrs K is damn freaking funny.... we dont even understand what she's talking about.. yiusi shouted ok to her...lucky she nvr hear.. then she came to "mark" yiusi's paper cos she was talking... lol.. then she marked mine too although i wasnt talking.. was msging huiyi telling her about Emdd... then end sch..

waited for yating and saman for awhile then accompaniedyating to the bus stop and walked back... cos waiting for my dad to come who was waiting for my bro!! then talked to huiyi on the phone about EMDD.. and saw afew teachers leaving sch at that time.. then went in and talked to the security guard... she's leaving this sat.. sad sad.. she's been here since i have been in KC.. she's the 1st security guard of KC eh... she's changing comapny cos when she was in hospital for 4 days, her employer cut a pay! stupid..but well, we will still get to see her and yeah her cat cos her new company is gonna put her at ngee ann pri... just next door... then the new security guard was there oso.. this uncle.. his funny.. handwritings of security guards are weird.. then left sch...

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Tuesday, April 22 6:07 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

It's nice to see you've become more mature in your outlook. It's been a wonderful two years knowing you and i have really seen you growing in all aspects.

There will be epiphanies and realizations in life where we suddenly feel like we've awakened to some wise insight. And it's really all part of the beauty of the growing up and maturation process.

i received a message with the above content ytr night. i felt so touched by it..esp the 1st para.. it feels as though i am gonna graduate today and she's telling me this... nearly made me cry...

the 2nd para i feel that it's very true... i really liked the contents of this msg. alot..

to the person who sent me this msg: Thanks alot. i feel really touched by this msg.. really.

Today
had PE.. in the hall.. me and queenie was playing the piano.. then kenna scolded.. went back to class.. in the morn, "apologized" to yiusi they all. then had Chem.. practical.. quite fun.. den had SS.. OMG, i am put in charge of compiling all the class's short paragraphs of ss into 1 perfect essay. and i have 3 essays to compiled leh.just because i am the class IT rep..is like i dun know anything about SS lah.. but well, good for me to as a practice..so yup..then ppl started asking me about my email and yiusi was like alamak! then sandra they all started laughing and keep calling me alamak! stupid eh.. but well, that's my nickname....

then recess and had LIT.. did unseen prose.. the screen keep turning purple.. then had bio.. did on ecology again... deforestation.. then had assembly where high achievers ppl came again... nice and good talk.coach sabrina and yvonne but coach sharon didnt come!

everyone wants to be better but not everyone knows how to

then had chinese remedial.. did this gong gong thingy... then had an argument with ******.. shan't be that bad to mention her name... but the prob is.. she's always the last one to leave the class and she says i am early? it's like laoshi come alr and yet she can still say i m early.. ppl who know me would know that i am very slow at going to classes for lessons.. esp chinese.. u know fls that case? and she can say i early.. and throw my bag somemore..stupid.. then argue with me.. say what go suck up to mdm toh? wow! i am so amazed man... (like real) everytime when huixian liyin and me go class.. they always sit down for very long before i get to do so.. and i nvr complain before ok..and she always push my things away?

to that person: u think u from 406 can scold me and "bully" me like dat ah? that's a very lame idea of yours...is like i will just argue back lah.. u "smarter" in studying so what? you dont even have the courtesy lah... u ever heard of inner beauty is better than outer beauty.. so what if u smarter in studies? u dun even know how to be nice to ppl...and yeah, i admit today i was partially wrong cos i lost my cool... i will try and be more patient next time but i think u are way too off.. me a bitch? wow, thanks ah.... like i will care like dat? say all u want. it will just ruin ur 406 reputation.. that the best class has this type of students..so ignorant and arrogant. so please think next time before doing something.u seriously lack MATURITY. just how old are u man? i shan't complain anymore, dont wanna be so childish like u. just apologize for losing my cool just now.. whether u gonna apologize to me or continue scolding, i dont care cos i am not so lame like u. GET A LIFE PLEASE!

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Monday, April 21 6:45 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

ytr went hougang for music early in the morn.. den came back home, use com and did hw.. studied abit of hist.. then bath and went out for dinner and movie at tampines mall.. watch thue forbidden kingdom.. omg, it's damn nice... so fantasy and ya.. then home-ed at 10pm.. continue studying and change wallet.slept at 11.30pm...

today went sch at 7am.. cos supposedly had prize-giving.. then dun have... had lessons.. hist test was on sbq.. and my hist notes got confiscated cos avina was reading it during assembly.. then chinese and lit... lit was combined.. did unseen poem.. road works.. then recess..FT says my fringe is long and i am suppose to pin it up.. she said it 4times in a row can. i dont want but still have to... so borrowed a pin from saman.. then eng lessons we reviewed on how to write argumentative essay.. then PC... HAD TALK ON MARINE BIODIVERSITY BY NPARKS! quite boring though.was trying to "strangle" my hand with yiusi's watch. managed to pu it at the 2nd hole.. then yating hid yiusi's watch.. was finding it throughout. then went back to class and yating return the watch.. had Amaths.. then lunch.. miss soo says we can help backstage for EMDD..then went for music.. mr sim gave us a "lecture" for about an hour+ on taking charge... very good lecture.. his experience was just so touching.. me and queenie nearly cried.. then did composing... played bear dance and home-ed!

Labels: Life outside School, School

6:39 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

saw this on saman's blog and i think it's very true...

Thought of the DAY:
I think you are very lucky, if you have a gd friend/friends.. no matter
how many.. it's the quality not the quantity(Thro it's still impt).. I think
you are very lucky, if your THAT particular friend is someone who goes
thru the gd and bad times together with you(: We always hear that
right? BUT TO ME, it means no matter what, even if the world turns
their back on you, that friend stays by you. Even if she hears gossips
abt you, she would stand up for you(Even if it means she would have
an additional "Enemy" or that she may get the same treatment from
the gossiper just because she stands up for you) then tell u abt it and
say "Nth's Wrong, Dear. It's all over.. Don't worry abt it". I tell you, at
that moment, you would feel like the world's luckiest gal and would just
hug your friend no matter what(:

Now, how many of us can be like that? I think it's very unrealistic right?
Like 1 in a thousands? Most of us are selfish(Human Nature right?) and
won't put others infront of us.... Don't think so?

From simple things:

1) If there were only 1 portion of food(Or other stuffs), but both you and your friend love it to death. Your friend says she only can eat that cause she doesn't like other food served. Now... Would you let your friend have it and let the matter rest? Or would you be determine to have it?

2) There is only one position/role in the a gd organisation, both you and your friend have been eyeing on it, would you let her have it or would you be determined to get it?

3) If a car comes by and is abt to knock both of you down, would you push your friend away, or run away 1st and then cry for your friend either cause she's injuried/dead(TOUCH WOOD!) (Normal: Ppl's 1st reaction is to push ppl away, I think)

4) Your friend is late for a movie date with you. The movie is your favourite! Would you go in first or wait for her, even if she's late for half the show?

5) Your friend does not bring her ruler, calculator, etc for an exam. Would you lend her yours if you have an extra or say "OH...I'm sorry, I need two.. just in case one breaks/out of battery"

You would have choose either the friend option or the self option, for the options above, right? OR maybe saying, IT WON'T HAPPEN! (Hey, you never know!) Nobody's perfect, BUT, at least we try(:

Labels: Life outside School

Sunday, April 20 1:27 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

Sat
went for piano in the morn then walked to parkway... walked around while on the phone with saman... then met my parents at foodcourt... ate and went to do hair..from 12-2pm... msged liyin, saman and yating.. then wen home.... used com and then received a call froms saman that she speech and prize giving day end le.. then rushed down to sch to meet her... ate the refreshments provided.then her parents fetched us to miss chan's place....then tuition and went to suntec... nobody at home want ans my phone.. while waiting for miss chan to come back(cos we were early) we went to playground and eastpoint to walk ard.. then while waiting for saman's mum to come, i bought donut from cheers and ate at the playground.. then look for saman's phone and went for dinner at pepper lunch.. then home...

oh ya, ppl.. i officially announce a new person on my blog... since the thing of my idol..i didnt introduce anymore ppl. so now, new person... put hands together for........*drums roll*

PC! it doesnt stand for personal computer.. neither does it stands for payal chainani... it's stands for personal consultant.. heh.. so yup..

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Saturday, April 19 3:20 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

THURS
had an ordinary day today..miss tan didnt come sch again cos she's on course.. so we did our work in the canteen for 1st 2 periods and last 2 periods in class.. at 9am, we were sent back to class cos it started raining and it was coming in.. then i wrote 2 letters.. then had bio.. did this ecology ws.. then had eng.. miss sim returned our sentence construction ws today and we were going through a few of it.. huixian and some other ppl went down for lessons with mdm gammar.. then recess and had chinese, chem... chem was quite ok.. listened abit... funny oso.. then amaths.. read books and stuff.. then after sch had ss extended curriculum.. learnt about globalisation..but i was reading my sold for silver book... then went for music elect.. did composing again.. then at 5.30pm... we went to play piano for awhile.. mr sim say my bear dance the left hand must be "equal" then left home with queenie staying with him.. continuing their practice..had to bring home books by tmw! had tuition at night.. sat with camelia, delphine,jiamin and this sec3 guy.. delphine made a call up to ask me and my bro down.. kenna scolded cos i reach home at 6 and baths at 7 only... then use com and slept..

FRI
had chairobics today.. FT didnt come for it.. then had maths lesson where i didnt bring my amaths txtbook so fake fake lah.. then had eng, CT.. miss sim finally return us our essays and summary.. i failed summary.. got 9/25 only.. and my cosmetic surgery only get 12/30.. cos there were parts where i took from internet and she said it's copied work... but ok lah, at least she marked it cos got alot ppl 1 she dun want mark cos they copied the whole thing from interent.. mine is just part of it..then went through summary... and left with less than 5 mins to talk about family day.. she was practically praising us can.. since dunno when.. then had SS.. test changed to tues again.. then had recess... after recess was chinese.. laoshi was talking about baozhang.. den after that was lit.. had midsummer test..the qn i chose was: (reveal later) cos some classes haven take the test yet... then i finished my whole bottle of water! throat wasnt that well.. and i went to get water from samantha aft the test but she gave it to yating... then gave her a letter as she walked past me..brought books of mine, yating and saman's to the locker then.had amaths where i sat at liyin's place to share a book with virina cos i too lazy to fake alr.. liyin's seat got this very nice feeling.. it looks so bright then.. and i can practically hear what was miss tan saying.. although i was reading my dan qing mo siang..then aft sch went down to canteen with saman and yating and aft that i went to CO room.. played the yq on the floor for awhile.. with "audiences" watchin.. then went back look for them and off for extended curriculum.. amaths again..on the way up, went to read my essay in the foyer.. then i was readin my book again during amaths.. miss tan started on integration.. then after lessons, went for CO!me and queenie walked into the gym and was WOW-ed... so big and powerful sia.. went downstairs for awhile and was with huixian and virina downstairs.. then went up, help kim with chinese then they having break so went to ask mdm foo how to do.. then talked anout emdd and she crying in class.. then went to talk to miss soo.. she say as parents write letter.. then went up.. on the way saw MS... talked abit while going up the stairs and took my bag... dad came.. homed.. shower-ed and ate dinner before dad fetched me to sch to fetched queenie and to esplanade.. we watched this "play" called the enchantment of sangkuriang.. got gamelan as music.. then saw some actors there.. then after that, walked around with joey and called peixin.. so long nvr talk to her alr.. and i guessed correctly.. her bday is 12 april! haha.. then home-d.. took train with joey to kembangan telling her stories on the way.. talked on the phone with yiusi for 50 mins.. then read my sold for silver story book for awhile and slept..

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Wednesday, April 16 9:07 PMl

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today 1st two periods got no lesson.. stayed in canteen.for maths and ss... then tried doing my eng vocab book.. then yiusi and i started talking.. was telling her about my maid.. den about idol.. then went back fro eng lessons... read on an article about rickshaw "wallah" in india.. den did some work.. aft recess had chinese.. my gong han only got 10/20 leh.. is like........ 1st time so low! Then we were talking about death note.. they wrote that liyin will dies on 16 april at 12pm.. and we were counting down to 12pm.. den we did gong han again.. lao shi was like yating, ni yao wo gan ni chu qu ah?cos we were laughing as we countdown..then had bio.. learnt quite abit..we learnt about pyramid numbers and effects on the ecosystem today.. then had elect.. i was half-conscious with my head on the table for 5 mins.. then mrs tan was like alina, what year did....... den i was like huh? and i said 1991... and correct eh.. cos that's what huixian told me..

after lessons... went to canteen where we met mrs lim.. me and sam went up to upper staff with her.. talked about YES-NEC.. then i went library.. borrowed 2 books.. librarian was taking damn long to scan my books and stuff..cos she kept scolding ppl and stuff..and then keep saying.. girl u wait ah... super sian waiting lah.. den went to class... huixian liyin and virina was just laughing practically.. then went for extended curriculum.. lit today.. did this prose.. pairwork with gabby.. very nice story though.. then after that.. went canteen to slack while running around as well.. helped mrs leong.. den went for CO for awhile.. huiyi and gen got yq solo for this yr's EMDD! unfair.. i didnt have one last time.. but nvm,.. i am proud of them.. then went opp sch with natellie and her fren to get some light snacks..then home-ed

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Monday, April 14 10:00 PMl

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last night was like chaotic leh. M called me.. but well shant say much.. today miss S say got lit test then alot ppl protest and complain.. during lessons, they complain then in the end no test.. not bad lah..ningrong was freakingly funny.. as usual.. i couldnt stop laughing.. then now studying for the test.. during eng i did vocab.. cos i finished my essay alr... i managed to transfer my vocab from foolscap to vocab book.. nice.. den after sch.. ate with queenie and virina.. talked alot about music! cos virina was so enthu about it.. and kept asking us qns about it.. and virina says she is gonna move house to tampinese! didnt know that.. then at 2.20pm, yating,saman and filzah came..talked abit more then went for music elect..

went through our composition den we did the corrections and learnt about modulation.. then left at 6.20pm.. with saman.. surprsingly, dad came to fetched me.. he was waiting outside sch for me.. sent saman home... saw M at busstop..then msged of course.. and she actually recognised my dad.. haha.. that's all.. gonna go back to studying my test.

Sunday, April 13 1:50 PMl

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DO I LOOK DIFFERENT AS COMPARED TO LAST YEAR?

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Saturday, April 12 11:50 PMl

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rohmah left today.. sad..went for piano then home.. then left house at 11.45am for the cathay. watched togitatsu with the music elect ppl.. then went plaza singapura with queenie.. we walked around.. went yamaha to look at music stuff.. nice.. den met joey and samantha chan.. walked to heeren and taka... bought food then left for MRT.. went for tuition at simei.. funny sia.. chem tuition are always so laughable..den went to eastpoint for dinner and went popular.. home-d after going to NTUC..

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Friday, April 11 7:00 PMl

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came home early today! and use com.. eng and lit lessons was just plainly watching of videos.. cos teacher nvr came.. and we watched videos of danny norweiga then human tetris.. it's damn cool can..went to buy bubble tea for rohmah after sch while waiting for dad.. then at home, use com and msg-ed M.. our "convo" lasted till 8.50pm eh...from erm..4.30pm? lol..was researching on jazz music then ask her.. then at night used com! until quite late.. 11.45pm? rohmah is leaving tmw.. sad...

Thursday, April 10 6:02 PMl

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Tuesday
had chinese remedial..and basically another boring day.. after chinese me, yating,reg, huixian and liyin was eating the food cooked by YT...cos mdm toh didnt come in for chinese remedial.. she just asked me to give out the materials and went for recording.. den we went kitchen... yt let me try her yogurt drink.. quite nice but when she drink too much.. it's very sour.. then me and reg was doing lame stuff there.. we were making a "record" of KC's highest belt(by me) and lowest belt(by reg)... den we were like imagine we can climb into that hole and go onto the roof.. lame stuff lah..

went for music at 4pm... watched a video of the making of Tchaikovsky's symphony number 4... slept at movement 2 that part.. woke up at movement 3 and it was damn cool... movement 3 got this piccolo solo of 21 notes that had to be played withing 3 seconds! damn cool.. the piccolo player's very pretty though.. den the cello and bass actually have 97 running notes in that movement! damn nice.. den left at 5.30pm...had headache again.. but not that bad.. den had tuition.. chaotic sia.. but quite fun to sms yaoyi.. den did my essay until 11.30pm.. slept..

Weds
did vocab again during eng and was told that tmw got eng CA.. left sch at 2.45pm..talked to mdm toh when getting my thumbdrive. she said not bad eh.. den had piano at 3.55pm... and went back home 1st.. got my pouch and left for sch.. waited for queenie at busstop.. she came back with kim from ECP.. then they went in awhile for CO.. then came out at 6.05pm.. saw M oso.. talked abit about my chinese essay.. den dad fetched us to esplanade.. we sat at the singapore river there listening to music and i was eating donut.. then went in to the lobby there.. we were the 1st.. den saw hsiao shan! long time no see.. heard from her CIP there got alot helpers alr.. then the rest came.. saw a performance of first love by a piano and flute... then went in.. tschaikovsky's symphony is really nice.. heard the 3 sec piccolo part... nice eh.. then homed with queenie.. took train to bedok then bus..then ate noodles whe i reached home.. slept at 12...

THURS
today celebrated liyin's birthday.. i told liyin i cant go to celebrated her today then we planned a surprise for her.. yiusi,huixian will follow liyin to rent VCD then go her house cos they end at 1.15pm.. then me,saman, yating will get the cake from the drinks stall and get candles and lighter...virina will go liyin's house 1st in case liyin suspect anything.. then er put the candles downstairs before going up.. help them buy drinks too.. den yating and saman will go her house while i hide behind the pillars.. then when they went in, i run to her house... and surprise her!... succeeded eh..she got shocked.. cos she really thought i not coming.. the cake is huixian bake one.. den we ate pizza...then all of us went into the room to listen to liyin's sis, lisa tell lame jokes and report news to us.. den me and sam used com while the rest went outside to watch TV..then reg came.. ate pizza.. den at 4.10pm, me, saman,reg and yiusi walked back to sch.. supposedly for entrepreneur..and yiusi to wait for her dad. but when we reached sch, we started playing on the swing... we swinged each other... den yiusi's dad came and we went up to maths room to look for miss S but she was not there! so went back downstairs... started "studying" and reg helped us buy drinks.. i cant do probability for nuts.. esp tree diagrams... then went back to playing the swing.. den reg's parents came followed by sam then left me and risa playing on the swing.. i pushed risa and told her that she have to try and swing herself for as long as poss.. then i sat there stoning.. then my dad came and home-d.

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Monday, April 7 9:00 PMl

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Today
we didnt really have lit lessons today mainly becos the almost the whole class nvr finish hw.. or nvr do at all.. i did half of it.. cos i didnt know need to do the poem uphill. but well, i managed to finish all by the end of the lesson. including the good night one...
gave her the CD of her performance and saman/yating returned her 65 cents.

after that, we had eng lessons in com lab 4. the com there sucks. then had a small argument with Y. but well, what to do. then she told me she watched the video alr and it's clear! yay! at least my effort didnt go to waste. she also asked if my essay was original cos i had 1 line paragraphs. it's original lah...den we left....

PC was like ok.. had some discussion about where we wanted to go aft sec4....hmmm, the sch i wanna go is in this order....

Temasek JC
Anglo-Chinese JC
Nanyang JC
Meridian JC

den during lunch.. had a chance to talk to FT... abit bout the dance concert.. funny! den about some other stuff... den ate ramen... on the way to music.. saw mdm toh.. and she told me to go collect me and liyin's essay from her.. cos we got into the top3 for the essay writing competition.. liyin got 1st and i got 2nd.. den called liyin to get her essay and went for music elect..

yay! i finished my composing piece... quite nice... den i realise sam was there all the while in the com lab ...den went off with sam at 5.30pm... sam and i went canteen to talk abit.. she ate otah bread and we cam-whored abit..cos my dad aint around and sam's dad cant be contacted..we went to the swing for awhile.. den after awhile at ard 6.15pm.. her dad came.. and sent me home...had a headache when i was home...

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Sunday, April 6 11:21 AMl

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Went for KC DANCE CONCERT ytr.. was awesome lah... and the last few pieces was damn funny....shant mention it.. those who went should know what i am referring to...before going for the concert, went to samantha's house... then when liyin,huixian and virina came, we left in saman's dad's car.. with saman sitting on liyin and yating's leg...den after the concert,stayed at the entrance for awhile.. saw FT..she danced! but abit the wrong lah.. cos like some parts went out of tempo...1st qn she asked me when she saw me was:" did u see that i made a mistake just now?" i went:" ya, i saw u made a FEW mistakes." lol... a bit like suan-ing her but nvm...den we took A GROUP PIC ... the bf helped us to...we borrowed 60cents from them... and we left.. we walked to the nearest busstop with the fear of meeting Mas Selemat(stupid cos there's 6 of us,walking in threes and if Mas Selemat really attacked us..can 3 run 3 fight...so no fear) took 154 to aljunied and cabbed to bedok simpang market to eat supper.. the food there is quite nice.. and cheap too.. huixian intro 1... den mum fetch liyin and huixian home before heading back home ourselves.. reached home ard 1am.. surprisingly, i saw wee bian(VSCO Plucking SL) and yang en(VSCO Chairman) at the concert... Was like huh? what they doing at KC dance concert..and i realised after that that xinyi they all invited them along.. (why ah? cos u all..........ok,i shant say). that's about it...

fri i went for St Pats band concert... went home at 3.30pm... then used com and bathed... queenie came my house at 5.30pm.. then she bathed and i did my lit essay.. cos somebody say FT is biased if i dun hand in today... left at 6.15pm for sch busstop.. ran into sch supposedly to hand up my lit essay.. i totally banged onto the staffroom door which was locked by then... so i decided to forget about it... ran back to the busstop... and met queenie's cousin there... left for esplanade.... reached at about 7.10pm.. and we walked to VCH.. met joey chan and sarah lew along the way.. we made it just on time for the concert... after the concert i met the music elect ppl at marina sq Macs... Belle,samantha chan, joey lee and this sec3/3 girl whom i dunno what's her name.. they were practically gossiping about the ppl in KC while i just kept quiet and fill my self with my oh-so-delicious mcchicken burger... then left... walked to mrt station with joey lee.. while msg-ing M... abit of arguments.. more from me.. cos i was unhappy that she said i was silly lah.. for the wrong reasons.. but after that i apologised.. and stopped msg-ing at 11.45pm.. when i was alr at the lobby of my estate... and i proclaim that joey lee is not only Maria1 but also, a tape recorder of mine.. cos she keep repeating herself dunno how many million times to try and stop me from msg-ing M.. which didnt work of course..... btw, becos i was so enthu into argue-ing back.. i msg-ed until i just followed joey blindly and didnt realised she walked 1 big round to the next MRT station when there was one near Marina Sq... but well, i guess it was alright.. reached home ard 12mn..mum fetched me from bedok MRT station..

juniors say they missed me.. esp for combine practices.. cos they dunno when to come in and the pace of it.. and the loudness..without me ard.. i am happy that at least i made a difference in KCCO before..i missed CO so much before that.. i didnt want to let my position of being the better YQ player in KCCO go.. but as i see my juniors working so hard to achieve my that "position" i finally let it go... if the old ones dont go, when will the new one come? i am proud to have them as juniors...

HUIYI:

you long-ed for my position and seat so much, now you've got it, you must strive for excellence... and do your best... you can do it i know... u are no less weaker than me.. in fact, you are stronger than me.. in terms of skills, you can be compared to me... although u still need to improve on how u hold the beater and your emotions when playing.. but in terms of passion, i can never be compared to u... I can see fire in ur eyes for KCCO and passion is something that pushes u on.. with passion and determination, you will soon be overtaking me and be a YQ Pro... So work hard for it my dear girl! you can do it and you WILL do it...take it now and make KCCO proud with you skills and passion for YQ... love all of u more than anything.

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Tuesday, April 1 10:21 PMl

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HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY!