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Saturday, February 16 1:19 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

the past week like roller coaster ride like dat..

Mon:
had music elect after sch.. mr S expected us to sing in perfect pitch which obviously we cant.. den he was like u cant even sung your own composition, how can other people sing for u. was like fine.. den came home, surprisingly saw MS2 online.. so chatted with her.. talked about what happen between me and ft 3 weeks ago cos i still cant get over it and she's really a nice person to hear me talk all the way, consoling me. i think character wise, she's more fun when talking about life stories and the way she consoles ppl i think is better.. here's what she said when i asked her emo qns.
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
why do downs exist? Marianne says:
downs exist
M says:
as in feeling down?
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
ya
M says:
it's really a matter of perspective
M says:
you are feeling down because u feel that you have gone thru an emotional expereince that prob changed ur relationship with FT
M says:
in my honest point of view
M says:
going thru all these is really part of growing up
M says:
it's a way of finding out who u are
M says:
hence, to find out what really makes u happy, u need the other extreme of feeling down so that u know what makes u happy or sad
M says:
u see... if you cannot let go.. and u allow it to affect u, then it will eat u up..
M says:
i think at the end of the day, you have to forgive the councillor who started this, forgive YS and forgive yourself..
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
i didnt even bear a grudge against the councillor.
M says:
yup.. then maybe forgive yourself..
M says:
that;s the most important person to forgive..
M says:
only when u forgive, then u can finally let go
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
i dunno know how to forgive myself.
M says:
haha..
M says:
now.. that is the challenge..
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
it's like 1st.. i got caught by u. and got it confiscated and i used it the 2nd time..and got caught again. but even more serious
[alina] a.k.a Maria2 why do bad memories stays and good memories always disappears? says:
imagine the 3rd time.
M says:
dun do it the 3rd time
M says:
i mean
M says:
what is it keeps replaying in ur head>

then the remaining is said through my hp.. that aftnn, i actually msg ft for some sort reasons..impt ones and she didnt reply.. until 10+ when i was talking to ms2 on msn about this.. so felt really emo and wanting to cry..i couldnt continue replying her but yet i have to ans her qn. so i just replied saying can i talk to u tmw cos i've got something relly emo now and feel like breaking down.. and she replied..she hope i will be better and ask me to relax.didnt reply cos was using phone to msn ms2.. so couldnt sms..and didnt feel like replying too. den after 1 hour. when me and ms2 stop msn-ing and i felt much better alr, i replied her saying thanks and say it's ok. no worries cos i will be ok but just need time. and she replied: god's love will give you strength. he loves you no matter what. was like ok.. and den came in another msg. maybe it'll be good to share so as to get it off your chest. i'm here to listen if you need someone to.. was like.. didnt want to tel, her cos afterall, it's cos of her that i m emo.. and so i just said it's no use.. and she was like oh... Hmmm.... then write it out ? or say a prayer? was so wow-ed by her...and my replied was it's ok.. it's getting late u should sleep.. and she replied: Ok. Chat tomorrow. Nite... Don't think too much. Jus sleep... Nite.so jiu like dat.. and we acutally msg-ed till 12am +.. wanted to sleep at 10+ but ya.

tues:
had chinese remedial after sch lah.. again.. den we did this bao zhang du hou gan which i totally copied the details from the newspaper into my work.. den left for the xi'an presentation meeting... the 2 teachers are like so............ must change and edit so many stuff. den left and had tuition in the night.. as usual, msged her and was like ok i can tell u but no worries ok? den she was like ok... den i typed this msg out.. v long one.. den my phone black out! den spoil sia.. cant on cant off.. tried for half an hour taking out the battery before it worked.. by then it was like 12 le? so was like i tell u tmw. cos i want slp le.. so jiu end alr.

weds:
nothing much. had CO till 5pm.. den was v tired in class.. cos i slept at 12+...lol..before CO we went to give chocolate to her.. for V day cos she not coming on thurs..and we cut 3 hearts for her leh! cool right?den went opp sch to buy bubble tea and stuff and my phone cant on! while on-ing half way it will go off again.. den suddenly it says phone start-up fail.. in the end samantha help me on den can leh! not bad right? samantha got magic fingers! den at night, i msged her the reason why and she didnt reply lah.. so nvm... slept at 11+ 12 like dat....

thurs:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
exchanged gufts though i didnt really have any.. cos i had to study for test ytr.. so i owed them! lol.. and what happen was that me and samantha actually thought of the same idea of letter writing.. but she gave 1st so i like copycat? but nvm...den at night she replied.. and ya so msged till late again.was like i m ok alr... totally ok.. and truthfully i m ok alr.. got over that matter! must look forward and not backwards! and she was happy lah. cos i m ok alr! :)

fri:
didnt have mass exercise cos it's total defence day! had activities in the morn.. i did the mascot competition thingy.. dressed shazlin up as a submarine. but it was quite last min work i guess.. so didnt win...den yiusi the grp was doing the quiz... and there was one qn which says: who founded singapore.. den yiusi they all ask me sia.. said sir stamford raffles? then was like no no.. sang nila utama! haha.. dunno whether correct anot.. den went hall for the finals of the mascot competition and prize-giving ceremony.. den 1 hr recess and lessons! she was like how u feeling today? i said tired? and she was like why u always tired ah? so i said cos the whole week i slept at 12? and she didnt know cos i msged her that's why i slept at 12. but nvm..aft sch had CO..till 5pm again.

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LOVES:
MUSIC
HER CLASS
HER IDOL
LISTENING TO MUSIC
LIME GREEN
ANGELA CHANG
NOODLES
HER JIEMEIS
HER JUNIORS

HER JIEMEIS-8QJ:
-YATING
-LIYIN
-VIRINA
-HUIXIAN
-YIUSI
-SAMANTHA
-REGINIA

HER JUNIORS:
-NATELLIE
-AMANDA A.K.A DARLING
-HUI YI A.K. YANGQIN PRO
-ELIZABETH
-SOPHIA
-SHERYL

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Her wishlistl

-To stay in this peaceful bliss
-To always look at the stars and feel the joy[:
-For joy in heaven to always exist on earth
-Score 10 points for "O" levels
-To get into Temasek JC or Nanyang JC
To master Feng Nian Ji
-To be a YangQin Pro
To get less than 15mins for 2.4KM run
-To be the champions of YES-NEC 2008
-To pass Grade 7 Practical
-To pass Grade 6 Theory
-To play chuan tong yue qu liang zhe well during DSA auditions and get chosen by JCs
-To always keep in touch with my 7 jiemeis even after we graduate
-To always keep in touch with my idol after i graduate
-For me and my idol to never fall out on each other again
-To love the people around me and be loved in return :D
-To complete the scrapbook on time
-To complete composing a song for idol before i graduate
-Have fun always[:
-A Laptop
-Corraine May's Albums
-GreenDay's Albums
-Westlife Albums
New Watch
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Calendarl

-25th Feb: Dragonboat Race Orientation
-27th Feb: Arts Excursion to Esplanade
-7th March: Fun And Fitness Day
-8th March: Meet-The-Parents Session
-11th March: Chemistry Day Camp
-13-14th March: KCCO-VSCO Camp Exchange
-15th March: Grade 6 Theory Exam
-17th-20th March: KC BMW
-29th March: KC Family Day
-18th June: Chinese Oral lessons/ EMDD combined rehearsal
-19th june: Chinese Oral lessons/ Music Elective
-23rd June: 1st day of school
-25th june: M's dad Passing of 1st yr
-27th june: Collection of report books/Piano Competition/EMDD
-1st Oct: Childeren's day/ Hari Raya Puasa
-2nd Oct: Making of MS's cake at Yating's House/Sherilyn's Birthday
-3rd Oct: Decorating MS's cake at Liyin's House
-4th Oct: Birthday Celebration/ Surprise for MS at Seoul Garden Bugis
-7th Oct: My BIRTHDAY!!
-11th nov: help mrs lim settle graduating students' leaving certificates
-12th nov: Yiusi's bday celebration
-13th nov: shopping with clique for grad and melbourne trip stuff
-14th Nov: Graduation Lunch at Sheraton Hotel
-14th nov to 20th nov: melbourne trip at midnight
-21st nov: Entrepreneur Committee Meeting
-23rd nov: Attending church after a long time
-25th to 27th nov: KCCO camp cum concert rehearsal
-29th nov: NYCO J2s Farewell Party
-3rd to 5th Dec: Samantha's Birthday Chalet
-6th dec: KCCO Concert Rehearsal
-8th dec: KCCO 1st concert
-9th dec: reginia's bday
-14th dec: NYCO concert: Beautiful Sunday at Esplanade
-15th dec: NYCO BBQ
-20th Dec: Amanda's Birthday
-22nd Dec: Christmas Celebration/Grad Surprise
-23rd Dec: Grandma's Birthday
-25th Dec Christmas!!
Song Lyrics.l

Eternal Love - PJ And Duncan

Back in the days when we first met
those time we had I'm never gonna forget
long summer nights and lazy days
we knew our love was not a passing phase
suntan lotion that familiar smell
I made you a necklace from a chian of shells
the sand on my feet and the warm sea breeze
a kind of romance that's hard to believe

Our bodies together beneath the palm
We had our first kiss I melted in your arms

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

** When autumn leaves were on the ground
we had long walks together with noone around
long conversations alone in the park
that carry on 'till way after dark
winters chill and icy streets
inside is warm on the christmas eve
The fire burning our bodies yearning

Round and round the wheel of loves are turning

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.

The very first fragance of spring is in the air
And each and every moment we still love to share
Alone together Just the two of us
It was then I know my heart belonged to you
Mmmm.. summers here

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.


Save Me from Myself - 黎礎寧

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself


Love Suite II by Hong Kong Chinese Orchestra

Wu Jia Ke Hui

撑着就快没 笑容的嘴
接住差一点 溜走的伤悲
那天风筝吹到海面都不 去追
我们多想就这样依偎
记忆在低回 前年年尾
轻便的行囊凑好的旅费
你说男儿志在天涯趁早 去飞
点头赞成算不算虚伪

一颗心 从此 为你 无家可回
天南或 地北 再美 怎样都不对
还没走 多久 多远 就已体会
懂爱的人生命不 多给

生活的蛮槌 敲落泪水
不认床的我却不能入睡
吉他和窗台的阳光是我 的被
掩盖胸口的伤痕累累

懂爱的人生命不多给

TI AMO

雖然是簡單的形容
雖然是重复的動作
因為有你
讓一切都變成不平凡
好想縫合你我手心
就這樣牽住放不開
有你陪伴
呼吸著有你的空气 就是幸福 !
Ti Amo
tequiero
每一天都要愛上你
想著你沉入夢境
一睜眼一清醒
第一個想到又是你
사랑해(sarang hae)
And I love you
我每天都要愛上你
少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰
怎樣都不算蹉跎
陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠



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