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Thursday, March 20 6:40 PMl

Look at the stars. Feel the joy♥

i dunno whether i should be angry with her anot. it's like in the end, it's as though my fault like that.. yes i mean it's my fault that i said i wanted to perform and said no in the end.. but on another note, M.S didnt evern arrange for me to perform on another day.. i doubt so.and then when she told me ytr she had to see 1st.. i was like ok.. and cos FLS happen to ask about it, i told her and she was like angry with her. then she said i no need to perform alr... was like ok and so be it becos i was very sick alr.. and then there goes M with the msg that says u no need to perform alr, less stressed right? and so i said i want to perform lah but since cannot den nvm.. and the next moment i know it, she says i have to perform today.. what's this? and i was so sickly by then.. and still had to liase with so many ppl about it... then i said i wanted to go sch later cos i was having fever but i still wanted to perform.. but M said i shouldnt and should just stay at home... i didnt wanted FLS to know that i was sick cos when she do so, she would "ban" me from performing and before that i told M not to tell my group of friends what happen to me but in the end, i came to realise that she was actually the one who told FLS who in turn, really "banned" me from performing...

am i to be angry with M for "betraying" me or FLS for not letting me performing? or maybe just myself for falling sick at this time? i dunno oso.. for now at least.. i put in so much effort in practicing for the past 1 week+ just for this performance just to find it gone in no less than an min..

everytime FLS tells me that i have to solo, ibecome scared, nervous that i dun do well.. but still, i look forward to it alot.. but everytime, it's like a dream fallen apart.. like CNY this yr, she told me that i have to solo before the kids from katong sch comes cos most of the time they are late.. and so i prepared and to find out in the end that i dun have to do it anymore cos they were running short of time...but i was still ok then cos i know FLS will arranged for another one for me.. at least i still have BMW... but now, the same thing happened again... FLS informed me about the performance and i praticed so hard.. last week i had music exam so only had this week to practiced and i did it everynight.. but cos of my lost YQ beater,every thing changed so much... how am i supposed to play with only 1 beater? so obviously i had to tell M.S that i might not be able to right..at least for the time being..and who ever understands about how i felt about that? so many ppl just asked me by saying that cant u buy a new one? and i repeated my answer 20+ times that day.. and then, i finally bought a new one, i went down purposely to get that beater and my dad even had to pay ERP just for me to get it... and den what happens next? just becos i trusted M so much to tell her that i will be going to sch later cos i was having fever..... i lost my last chance to perform.... if she didnt ask M.S to let me perform before that, i wouldnt have felt so....... angry?(cant find the word to describe how i feel now).... i mean she help me to get that last chance and yet, she has to ruin it... and there's no more BMW or whatsoever occasion where i will get the chance to solo again.. becos i am stepping down in no more than 11 days....

and now, even my junior is angry with me now just becos i didnt go sch and i asked her beforehand to help carry my instrument and she didnt have recess but in the end to find me not in sch.. and she didnt eat the whole day...i am sorry.... but i tried to ask HER to tell u and failed to... so am i suppose to blame M for everything? i dun think so but i m not sure at all.... everything is happening too fast...

i did so much for it just to find myself unable to perform the last time... what world am i living in?

a dream was formed yet it was shattered........by the same person.......... within 16hours.




Note:
i have decided to stop totally the message for idol and night for the time being cos of certain personal reasons.... esp for idol: i feel that i cant find things to say to u these few days especially especially today. i am totally at a loss of words..i hope u understand why...


this is a one last message for idol.... for ytr:
thanks for enlightening me once again ytr.... maybe one day, it will really happen like what you said. i guess i will only appreciate then and not now... and no worries, i can always teach u how to play the piano( it's pronounce as pierre-no) when i am more free. but still the same thing, music is my life but it's also draining me out.. i guess i need to really listen to you: to help ppl with maximum limits.... and not tired myself out. helping is good but helping with strain on myself is not good. thanks alot.

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KCP LIBRARIAN '02
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BU1/BU2 1999/2000
AM3/AM4 2001/2002
CE5/CE6 2003/2004
CLASS 103 2005
CLASS 203 2006
CLASS 304 2007
CLASS 404 2008

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LOVES:
MUSIC
HER CLASS
HER IDOL
LISTENING TO MUSIC
LIME GREEN
ANGELA CHANG
NOODLES
HER JIEMEIS
HER JUNIORS

HER JIEMEIS-8QJ:
-YATING
-LIYIN
-VIRINA
-HUIXIAN
-YIUSI
-SAMANTHA
-REGINIA

HER JUNIORS:
-NATELLIE
-AMANDA A.K.A DARLING
-HUI YI A.K. YANGQIN PRO
-ELIZABETH
-SOPHIA
-SHERYL

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Her wishlistl

-To stay in this peaceful bliss
-To always look at the stars and feel the joy[:
-For joy in heaven to always exist on earth
-Score 10 points for "O" levels
-To get into Temasek JC or Nanyang JC
To master Feng Nian Ji
-To be a YangQin Pro
To get less than 15mins for 2.4KM run
-To be the champions of YES-NEC 2008
-To pass Grade 7 Practical
-To pass Grade 6 Theory
 -To play chuan tong yue qu liang zhe well during DSA auditions and get chosen by JCs
-To always keep in touch with my 7 jiemeis even after we graduate
-To always keep in touch with my idol after i graduate
-For me and my idol to never fall out on each other again
-To love the people around me and be loved in return :D
-To complete the scrapbook on time
-To complete composing a song for idol before i graduate
-Have fun always[:
-A Laptop
-Corraine May's Albums
-GreenDay's Albums
-Westlife Albums
New Watch
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JIEMEIS
♥Ya Ting
♥Liyin
♥Virina
♥Huixian
♥Samantha
♥Reginia
KCCO
♥Queenie.L
♥Sophia
♥Sheryl
♥Hui Yi
♥Yi Ting
♥Jocelyn
♥Si Ting
♥Si Ru
♥Kaywerlyn
♥Zhuo Ling
♥Elizabeth
♥Yun Qi
♥Gresilda
♥KCCO
♥KCCO Plucking
VSCO
Jordan
Emersius
Vincent Ooi
Wee Bian
Yang En
VSCO
Entrepreneur Club
♥Natellie
♥KC Entrepreneur
NYCO
Sherlynn
Li Yun
Zhi Wen
Marlene
Wei Jian
Pei Ling
NYCO

♥CLASS 404


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JIEMEIS
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FRIENDS FOREVER
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YATING
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LIYIN
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VIRINA
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HUIXIAN
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SAMANTHA
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Calendarl

-25th Feb: Dragonboat Race Orientation
-27th Feb: Arts Excursion to Esplanade
-7th March: Fun And Fitness Day
-8th March: Meet-The-Parents Session
-11th March: Chemistry Day Camp
-13-14th March: KCCO-VSCO Camp Exchange
-15th March: Grade 6 Theory Exam
-17th-20th March: KC BMW
-29th March: KC Family Day
-18th June: Chinese Oral lessons/ EMDD combined rehearsal
-19th june: Chinese Oral lessons/ Music Elective
-23rd June: 1st day of school
-25th june: M's dad Passing of 1st yr
-27th june: Collection of report books/Piano Competition/EMDD
-1st Oct: Childeren's day/ Hari Raya Puasa
-2nd Oct: Making of MS's cake at Yating's House/Sherilyn's Birthday
-3rd Oct: Decorating MS's cake at Liyin's House
-4th Oct: Birthday Celebration/ Surprise for MS at Seoul Garden Bugis
-7th Oct: My BIRTHDAY!!
-11th nov: help mrs lim settle graduating students' leaving certificates
-12th nov: Yiusi's bday celebration
-13th nov: shopping with clique for grad and melbourne trip stuff
-14th Nov: Graduation Lunch at Sheraton Hotel
-14th nov to 20th nov: melbourne trip at midnight
-21st nov: Entrepreneur Committee Meeting
-23rd nov: Attending church after a long time
-25th to 27th nov: KCCO camp cum concert rehearsal
-29th nov: NYCO J2s Farewell Party
-3rd to 5th Dec: Samantha's Birthday Chalet
-6th dec: KCCO Concert Rehearsal
-8th dec: KCCO 1st concert
-9th dec: reginia's bday
-14th dec: NYCO concert: Beautiful Sunday at Esplanade
-15th dec: NYCO BBQ
-20th Dec: Amanda's Birthday
-22nd Dec: Christmas Celebration/Grad Surprise
-23rd Dec: Grandma's Birthday
-25th Dec Christmas!!
Song Lyrics.l

Eternal Love - PJ And Duncan

Back in the days when we first met
those time we had I'm never gonna forget
long summer nights and lazy days
we knew our love was not a passing phase
suntan lotion that familiar smell
I made you a necklace from a chian of shells
the sand on my feet and the warm sea breeze
a kind of romance that's hard to believe

Our bodies together beneath the palm
We had our first kiss I melted in your arms

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

** When autumn leaves were on the ground
we had long walks together with noone around
long conversations alone in the park
that carry on 'till way after dark
winters chill and icy streets
inside is warm on the christmas eve
The fire burning our bodies yearning

Round and round the wheel of loves are turning

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.

The very first fragance of spring is in the air
And each and every moment we still love to share
Alone together Just the two of us
It was then I know my heart belonged to you
Mmmm.. summers here

Chorus: I'll give you my love an eternal love
from me to you if you return
A token of love an eternal love
from you to me i'll give my love

So promise me (will you promise me)
and i'll promise you an eternal love, eternal love.


Save Me from Myself - 黎礎寧

It's not so easy loving me
It gets so complicated
All the things you gotta be
Everything's changing
But you're the truth
I'm amazed by all your patience
Everything I put you through

When I'm about to fall
Somehow you're always waiting with
Your open arms to catch me
You're gonna save me from myself

My love is tainted by your touch
Well some guys have shown me aces
But you've got that royal flush
I know it's crazy everyday
Well tomorrow may be shaky
But you never turn away

Don't ask me why I'm crying
'Cause when I start to crumble
You know how to keep me smiling
You always save me from myself

I know it's hard, it's hard
But you've broken all my walls
You've been my strength, so strong
And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness
Is what I need to make me
A better woman to myself
To myself, myself
You're gonna save me from myself


Love Suite II by Hong Kong Chinese Orchestra

Wu Jia Ke Hui

撑着就快没 笑容的嘴
接住差一点 溜走的伤悲
那天风筝吹到海面都不 去追
我们多想就这样依偎
记忆在低回 前年年尾
轻便的行囊凑好的旅费
你说男儿志在天涯趁早 去飞
点头赞成算不算虚伪

一颗心 从此 为你 无家可回
天南或 地北 再美 怎样都不对
还没走 多久 多远 就已体会
懂爱的人生命不 多给

生活的蛮槌 敲落泪水
不认床的我却不能入睡
吉他和窗台的阳光是我 的被
掩盖胸口的伤痕累累

懂爱的人生命不多给

TI AMO

雖然是簡單的形容
雖然是重复的動作
因為有你
讓一切都變成不平凡
好想縫合你我手心
就這樣牽住放不開
有你陪伴
呼吸著有你的空气 就是幸福 !
Ti Amo
tequiero
每一天都要愛上你
想著你沉入夢境
一睜眼一清醒
第一個想到又是你
사랑해(sarang hae)
And I love you
我每天都要愛上你
少一天就會遺憾
陪著你的光陰
怎樣都不算蹉跎
陪著你的光陰永遠都覺得不夠



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